Live Life to The Fullest

2010-01-20T08:39:00.001-08:00

im not happy im not happy...
im so miserable...
im so not happy in this relationship..
wat i doing is just nonsense and shit.
i duno wat he thinking
he duno wat i thinking
he just think im weird.
yes im weird, bcz he dint try to stand at my point of view?
im so confused.
for so long d.
wat am i doin in this relationship.
its gonna be half yr.
but i duno wat for and wat i am in this relationship.
im sad.
i wanna talk to someone tat really can comfort me.
WHO CAN I TALK TO BESIDE THAN HIM?
he just noe how to get angry and "ok fine" in watever i say.
i want his comment.
but everything he wan me to speak 1st.
as a girl, i duno how to speak it out..
and i dint stand in this kind of situation since so long d.
im crying.
i duno wat feeling shud i have now.
with so many things to do..
graduation, batik, cad, portfolio,.........
and HIM...
i duno hw to settle now.
instead of keep prolonging these all problems
its occuring..
im upset lately
im cried even beside him,
but he dint realize.
i cry bcz i scare this relationship wil lost.
im worry.
so so so worry...
i dun wan anything happen between us.
its so hard.
its so suffer.
i just not a gud gf that he wan i think.
i troubling him.
i making him think tat im weird
im "weirdo" in my bf eyes.
i soon gonna bring him home to see my parents.
but our relationship so hard yet so soft.
how dare i..
where is my brave nw?
i cnt feel him recently with his hug even.
he just hug me like just doin a favour for me.
im so unhappy to leave him from a hug like this.
i headache now.
can all these problems stop for awhile in this important moment?
can anybody teach me how to understand a bf nw?
i noe is not all his fault.
i noe he is gud.
i feel so so pressure so so unhappy when ppl think tat he is a gud bf than a gf like me.
i feel like a rubbish.
i duno wat is my value in this.
why pplis view is like this.
i feel so hurt.
why not he come and comfort me?
am i tat BAD?
why do he love me?
i think until now he is stil wondering.
im like a sack who giving him pressure now i guess.
i might not important in Him now.
and i rarely get some important words frm him.
im confused now.
wat i am in you now??
do u understand me?
do i understand u as well?
im trying to make no arguement in our relationship.
and im alws being so calm.
why cnt he feel tat.
i can feel tat he just thinking i am so not reasonable in every problems.
i trying so hard to tolerate everything.
but i dont think he noe..
im so unhappy now.
but would he wan to noe?
since he is so tired...
he wil be lazy to settle too i guess.
so just let me speak to my blog..
and let everything flow..
i have no one to speak to now.
only him.
bcz of him.....
i...
this is wat ppl called " wl4"
AIKS.
what is love mean for when there is a problem between us?

=( tears dropped

seeing him offline without telling me and even a gudnitei kiss making me cry badly.
he don't care?

God please help me...

so so random post

2009-12-21T08:23:00.001-08:00

not a special day or wat..
but why am i blogging here since..
because i have damn alot feeling lately..
just that i have no time and lazy to blog anymore..

I feel HAPPY lately..
because everything that happened around me=)
i appreciate wat my family do to me=)
I satisfy with wat i doing although not tat gud..but i stil believe thr is an improvement=)
I happy with frenz frenz around me=)
I am fulfill with whats god gave to me=)
I am lucky to have a VIP with me alws=)
thats my baby boy=)

HAHAHA.. i duno how old is this pict..
don be suprise when u saw this o..
HOHOHO
SO CUTE RIGHT

Yes i am with him for this long while.
since last year when he enter college until now,
july2008 until today?
from stranger to friend to close fren to lover?
I found out we are not just togethe like 4 or 5 months
is for a year ++++++++ already
wuhooo
all this time, i am being with him..
no matter what happen he is stil with me
even as a fren as a close fren or wat
you noe i alws appreciate this.

i dunwan to blog bout this.
bcz i am so negative until i don wan to do anything between this relationship.
even now i am being abit of afraid..
afraid of wat.. u understand~~
soli im just being honest.. but i am very very thankful and appreciate with ur appearance.
i dun noe why he love me even im not a "gf like" that kind of gal
im just doin nothing as a gf..
its so different than previous me.. i duno why
but tis iss just so natural and perfect feeling for me.
until today i found out i am so touching to have a bf liek you
you dint do anything thats like others bf do.
but your every little things is the most precious thing that i always wan to remember. i wont forget it even there is so much

sometimes im just so confused with wat he is thinking or doing me..
sometimes he seems dont care bout me..
sometimes he being so sticky to me...
its a little confused.
maybe this called a relationship ba...

You neo wat..
i alws scare of putting so much heart on one person
lately i found out that i love him ALOT
i trying to put lots of heart on him..
but sometimes he is just like don bother about it.
sad case..
it makes me afraid again..
afraid wat?
i realize and i think everytime when i am so into my bf,
he wil soon gonna leave me.
when i trying to make a gap, and he is showing me his love and making me guilty.
not i think that much..
but is just the truth..
don you agree?

ANYWAY..
no matter how.....
i neo i pick this relationship up after a year plus tat i being single
i neo he love me.
i neo i love him..
i believe in wat i see now..
i wil not regret in wat i do.
no matter how, i wil stay strong in this relationship..
even sometimes i feelign hate it...
but i will always keep in mind,
there is always a person that i love and that he love me too.
this is enough for me to stay strong in LOVE.

Babe, this is for you~~

this is so so so sweet yea~~~

I LOVE YOU <3

都是因为你

2009-10-31T06:46:00.000-07:00

我喜欢看着你

因为我珍惜看着你的机会

我喜欢抱着你

因为我害怕失去你

我喜欢耍脾气
因为我要你哄我

我喜欢唠叨

因为我要你听我的

我喜欢牵着你的手
因为我害怕你走开

我生你的气
因为我很在乎你

我喜欢暗示你
因为我要你明白我

我喜欢玩你，耍你
因为我要你知道你在我心里的地位

我喜欢撒娇
因为我要你疼我

我喜欢你在我身边
因为有你我不寂寞

我不是坏蛋
因为无论我多坏蛋，我都不会停止爱你

我喜欢乖乖的你
因为我不是那种“男人不坏，女人不爱”

我喜欢亲你

因为我感受到你

我喜欢和你在一起

因为我感觉到温暖

我不是不爱坦白说

只是不想和你争吵

我喜欢让你做决定

因为我要你有大男人主义

我发呆

因为我在想你啊

我伤心

因为你不在

我薇笑

因为你笨笨时真可爱

我大笑

因为你逗得我很开心

我暗暗笑

因为我们有心里相通了

我不是没话说

因为我不懂如何开口

我珍惜你

因为我相信你就是我的唯一

我想找你

因为我第一时间想分享的人就是你

我不出声

因为我要你读出我的心

我喜欢你抱着我

因为我就想得到我要的东西了

我最喜欢你！

因为除了你以外，没人可取代你了！

我爱你

因为你就是我独一无二的宝贝

自从我们开始了以后

我就没想过要离开你了

你就是我要的那一个

谢谢你的出现

我一定会好好珍惜你的

爱你！

23/09/2009 - 25/09/2009

2009-09-28T10:27:00.000-07:00

It been a long time that i din't post blog...

but there is something important that i surely have to post..

That's BaoBao's birthday....

HAPPY 19th BIRTHDAY BABE!!!

we celebrated at Langkawi with his high school friends...

HERE WE GO TO LANGKAWI~~

we celebrated baobao's birthday on the way to Jetty kedah=)
cake on the BMW..wuhooo...wat a special wan...
btw..NEne bake the cake..nice wan=)

look at my so so happy babe at the jetty..hahha
Birthday boy maaa...

1 of the ugly little pillow that i make for him...hope u like it babe...hug it alws like u alws hug me~
okie...im the Van driver here.. to pick all little chicken to go around and visit..
My little chickenss....see how happy they are=)

Im happy with the beach=))))))))))))

discussing bout some big businesss

F**king nice beach rite..wuhoooo PLUS SUNSET LOO

Go Kart for sure...
im the drifter=))))
HAHHA
duno wats wrong with this picture.. stupid ciao keep laughing at this pict..
LOL

Babe's pretty soft butt=)

we enjoy...

we play...

Drifter i am=)
NUMBER 1!!

My ONLY LOVELY ONE<3

KIWING LOOO...

MUAKKKKKKKSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS
The 1st Dinner nearby the beach...

heading to cable car after breakfast...
never been thr b4
Kinda new to meee

Breakfast at hotel helang
CHEAP CHEAP CHEAP AND NICE NICE NICE
YUMYUMMM~~

way to cable car! YEAH~

kiwing and han

SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO F**KING HIGH!!!!

That's the bridge!!!!wuhooooooooooooo

so SO so So Freaking windy loo...
never think that this hothot langkawi got this cold cold placeee..goshhhh
I LIKE IT I LOVE IT!!!

we saw UFO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!oh noooooooooo

CIAO LOVE THEM..HAHAH

me and you...

Create a happy us=))

SMILE~~~

LOVE U AS I ALWS DO

I LOVE THIS=)
NATURAL ENUF!

Always be with me ok???

PLEASEEEEEEEEEEEEEE~~

A gang of us=)

Shana,Sue,Kiwing,Han,Ciao,Kittie,Nellie,May huay
YEAH!

TELAGA TUJUH=)

Island Hoping..Not much picture..

See those peoples tryin to shake the coconut tree..hahha

because our important balball stuck on the tree..

Our boat boat...

hanhan retarded face..haha

Swimswim=)

Island Hoping..

another beach..

Only me don have it..

i think because of too yong sui d.. or too leng, ppl snatch it d..HAHHA

We Happy we enjoy very much...WUHOOOOOOOOO~~

I GOT A FEELING~~~~

Parashoot again.. with my very very precious one...

THATS SO ROMANTIC IN THE SKY HUH^.*

my Pretty BITCH^^

Finding missing spec..hahha..funny session=)

EXHAUSTED

random emo pict in KUAH TOWN

hanhan costly breakfast b4 we left..12bucks...goshhh

dinner in PENANG=)

NICE ONE!!!

Trip ended=)

Trouble alot....

feeling upside down...

end up with happiness...

Thx to everyone

and HAPPY BIRTHDAY ONCE AGAIN TO MY BABE CIAO...

....LOVE YOU.....

.
.

wish all the best to you...

wish u have a very happy 19th birthday...

God bless you...

HEARTS YOU ALWAYS WITHOUT ANY DOUBT

Tailored wear illustration

2009-09-28T10:15:00.000-07:00

2009-09-11T13:09:00.000-07:00

...UNHAPPY...

2009-09-11T12:03:00.000-07:00

Once again...

i feel so so THANKFUL...

to him... to Him... to HIM....

you all are so great=)

LOVESSSSS

How much i feel guilty when you treating me like THIS....

and i am lucky to be treating like this even i dont deserve...

THANKS AND LOVESSSSSSSSS

101 reason why I LOVE YOU

2009-09-09T08:54:00.000-07:00

1. Your loyalty to me and everyone or everything that matters to you
2. Your compassion for everyone around you
3. Your selfishness
4. Your integrity
5. Your strength
6. Your devotion
7. How you are always 100% honest no matter what
8. Your kindness
9. The way you always try to help others
10. How you always stand up for what you believe in
11. Your generosity
12. Your confidence
13. Your optimism
14. Your boldness
15. Your gentleness to me
16. How you are always understanding with me even when i don't deserve it
17. How much you and i share in common together about everything
18. How forgiving you are
19. How you always can make me laugh and smile even at times when i don't want to
20. The fact that you know exactly where you are going in life and will do whatever to achieve it
21. Your crazy voice, sounds and imitation
22. How you are always kind to insects..haha
23. The way you hold me
24. Your zest for life
25. Your care
26. Your intelligence
27. Your planning
28. Your strong hands
29. Your love of life
30. Your awesome hair
31. Your big eyes
32. Your lips
33. Your soft butt=)
34. Your craziness
35. Your thick eyebrows
36. The way you talk
37. The way you walk
38. The way you treat me
39. The way you pamper me
40. The way you kiss and hug me
41. The way you sayang me
42. The way you show your weakness
43. The way you complaining to me
44. The way you always encourage and believe in me
45. Your faithfulness
46. Your true sense of honor
47. The fact that you know how to be a real man
48. The way you opened up your heart and life to me
49. The love you've always shown me
50. The fact that i learn new amazing things about you everyday
51. Your vast knowledge about everything
52. How you are always good in everything
53. The way you protect me
54. The way you take good care of yourself
55. How you always tell me and show me everyday how much you love me
56. Your patient
57. How you sometimes give up things you've wanted just for my benefit
58. The way you make me feel about myself
59. Your lameness
60. Your stupidity sometimes
61. Your wackiness
62. The fact that there is nobody else in the world like you and nobody else will ever come close
63. How much you taught me about life and myself
64. How you are always concerned about me and my well-being
65. The way you look at me that makes me melt inside
66. How much excitement that you bring into my life everyday
67. How you always bring out the best in me
68. Your incredible big heart
69. How you call me
70. How you showing anger to me
71. How you always know what to say and how to say it in any situation
72. The way that you know how to not take life too seriously and live for the moment
73. The amazing way that you always seem to be able to read my mind
74. How we always still say or do the exact same thing at the same time
75. Your charm and your charisma
76. Your wit and wisdom
77. How you always comfort me
78. How you always try to be understanding me
79. How i know you'll always be here for me through good times or bad no matter what
80. The way you drive
81. The way you control yourself
82. The way you eat and feed me
83. The fact that i know you are my real true soul mate and we were destined to be together
84. How awesome when you bring me home to see your daddy and mummy
85. How cute and adorable you can be
86. How healthy you are
87. How sporting you are
88. Your incredible dreams and vision for your own future
89. How much you know about me nowand that you've seen both my good sides and bad and that you still love me
90. The time you spend your time on me
91. The appreciation that you shown
92. The way you scold me
93. The way you act like a spoiled child
94. Your teasing about my fats
95. The way you be as my best friend and also as my boyfriend
96. Your extreme patience with me even when i push it to the limit sometimes
97. The way you always inspire me
98. The way you protect our relationship
99. The way you walk with your smile towards me
100. You give me a reason to anticipate waking up every morning
101. Every little single detail about you that makes you who you are and the fact that you are the best babe in my whole entire heart

090909

2009-09-09T08:46:00.000-07:00

saw somebody die on the road this morning...

A friendly aunty from my church die this morning too...

it was really sad .................................

remind me to appreciate my life all the time once again...

not to complaining again and again...

GOD BLESS YOU ALL~~

2009-09-04T19:09:00.000-07:00

I MISS YOU......

UP UP UP

2009-08-27T10:05:00.000-07:00

I just watched this with cpp...

First time i'm so into a anime movie

wuahahhahahhahahhaha

I love it i love it i love it!!

aiyerrrrrrrrrrrrrrr

SO CUTE LA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ciaopepet u better download for me

i wan to watch again=)))))))))))))))))))))))))

THANK YOU

August August August

2009-08-19T09:30:00.000-07:00

Just feel like posting blog now

don't feel like doin anything...

just feel like sharing my life in my blog...

feel so hectic for this month...

Alot of thing to worried about

especially assignment..

alot of happening thingy happen too=)

lets see see...

My Babe Angelyne come to the first..

03.08.2009

it's her 19 Birthday Blash~~

wuhooooooooo

she have alot of fun on her birthday i guess

before she leave Malaysia=(

we went to Poppy to celebrate

we went to RASTA mamak to celebrate too

hahhaha

and we went to Victoria Station to celebrate also

total 3~~~~

Damn Happening la you FAT WOMEN~

Really Huge Ppl Got Huge Birthday Celebration

hahahhahahha

Next....

Ah Chung the Kai Jie's 20th Birthday Blash~~

hahahha

clubbling again

She so sick in clubbling nowsaday with the stupid Mee Fong...

is like WOW~~

04.08.2009

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHUNG CHUNG JIE!!

Wish u get your dream boy as soon as possible=)

and HAPPY HAPPY ALWS~~~

soh ha soh ha also not bad..

haha

i liek it~

Thirdly,

The damn Fashion Communication's Project ar~~

Won't forget bout this day...

My very 1st time of having photoshooting cooperate with photographer and model in the studio...

It's a really really very very super super TIRING DAY...

Even you are just doin a little tiny things...

Can't imagine how is my life when i finish my studies..

wuwuwuwuwuwuwuwu~~~

Anyway,

i am still enjoying...

because im doin wat i want and wat i like...

i will appreciate and i love this challenging life..

Wish me luck=)

Forth....

This is damn damn happening to my friends i guess

Wung Kittie couple???

is like so curios with who im couple with...

hahhaha

here he is~

and yes im officially leave my single life now after a year plus plus..

Im currently in love with this little boyboy....

a little gud boy..

as i like=)

haha

ily ALOT

we both gave each other alot of freedom

no rules no district

The feeling is quite special and undescribable...

from friend became best friend

from best friend became lover

how's it happen?

i dunooo...

This feeling is SUPER NATURAL

ntg can describe

I dint put any hope in this relationship
due to previous hurtful thingy

but i still wish this relationship will always remain...

ying wei wo zhi dao wo ai ni

and yes i really do

shuo yi wo yao hao hao di yi zhi ai ni

lovessssssss

Lastly...

bout my own life...

still maintaining my crazy soh**ness life...

really dunno wat am i doing lately

kinda lost...

but still walking in my life so so so natural

dint care bout anything~~~

just like whatever

anyone show me my bright bright way now pls~~

not to forget to miss my friends too...

especially angel and bee and zh

you know i alws remember u all=)

I MISS YOU ALL ALOT~~~

forgive me that i not showing my face alws

mmmm

you know la~~

aiya~~~

HAI GAM XIN LA...

GOODNIGHT GOODGOODNIGHT

2009-07-30T03:47:00.000-07:00

Hold your tears

and be strong

silence

everything will be alright

what's happened

2009-07-28T11:49:00.000-07:00

busy life is still maintaining
last term rouching dress and beading for corset is fail
i fail myself
getting lazy and lazy due to some unreasonable thingy
nightmare alot
mummy still scolding and yelling everyday
tears still droping down
avoiding from heartache
have to redo the layout for Fashion Comm due to HER
im have mistake tho
jst knew someone's secret in the class, only i noe? surprising..hahha..sshhhh
missing angelbo and beebee alot
lately speaking alot with Mr. Yong=)
lately contact with AH SAN again
lately have so many lost contact person finding me suddenly
whats wrong huh
relationship with qad is getting closer
confusing tho
Stephanie birthday is today
Angelyne babe is having birthday party at poppy again
heng dais goin to attend for her non-clubling birthday party
1more is sssshhhhh
totally got 3party to attend in a time
missing his smell again=)
Johnny is selected to I style KLIA, MIFA, and bla bla bla
Good luck to Babe Johnny
Im proud of you..haha
Left few hours to sleep now=(
26/07/2009 LAT P luuu..haha
Kent Kent is back from Thailand for holiday!! =)
Having imbalance eating habit lately
people alws say i fat, BUT I AM NOT MA=(
This term have 1 evening dress, Futuristic Casual wear for Gold mobile, ARCS TAU FU research, DRD class draw draw draw, Photoshooting for editorial and duno mat mat mat d...
everybody feeling pressure..
But im feeling much more better than others term...
heart is free=)
and i so so watever in watever thingy
hahhaha.. like i care???
the pepet daniel henney is si beh handsome
but still cnt make me faint la~~
not enuf
I wanted to work work work
can i just work in the pub mummy?=(
so tat i earn more.. hehe
wondering wat is beebee doin now
Im freaking out of idea of thinking something important
How How Howwwwwwwwww
die die die die die die die looooo
Im became someone baby lately..lol
am i drunking this weekend??
afraid
Ciaopepet bought his dream fone d..
HTC TOUCH PRO
hahhaha
I wan one oso=(
Currently doing culture of Oaxaca, Mexico in my evening wear design.
BO GOOD IDEA
feeling towards tau fu is getting deeper and deeper
hahahhahahha
my skin pigmentation is getting worst and WORST AND WORSTTTT
somebody going to accompany me tonight to finish my assignment
HOHO
The DAMN Xiaotiantian is ruinned my group presentation
WHAT A BIG SHOCK SURPRISE..
WOW WOW~~~~
wat she trying to act a? i dunno...
just making me laugh...HAHHAHHAHAHHAHHAHA
feeling getting deeper and deeper again
MryongXX asked me nt to get hurt is most important...
ok gud i will:-)
Suddenly missing my hang dais ALOT
Zhen han is goin off to australia soon=(
Angel oso =(((
can i cry cry for my 2 important person in my life???
sob
Wish them luck and all the best la....hhhmmm
I LOVE THE WAY HE IS
ALOT
he mean ALOT to me:-)
u no ewho u are~
my life now is really full of guys
not only i realize
someone is so not appreciate with wat she have now..
and keep on complaining
i duno why this kind of women will stil living in this world
u have a gud education, a gud bf, a gud family, a peaceful life but u are still like a dumb ass.
such a BIG BIG BIG BODOH CHIKOPETPET
the japanese game show is so damn ki siao and funny
wuahahhahahhaha
johnny and gay lou is stil so into GEE GEE GEE
haven sien yet wor
even ciao pepet is started to dance tat, OMG
haha
siao siao siao
hello kokopetbotbotni, don kao me alr, i wont want u...
pointless
my pepet frens take me as a joke everyday...
non stop
wat is in my mind is my kaki babi...
hahhaha
My day is still laughing shouting every single day...
dressing like orang utan
even worst after come to this fashion scul..hahhahahhahahah
my day is still that happy although there are alot of tough thingy to pass by..
im still happy with this life
i love it..
and i just wanna to appreciate it every single minute..
SMILE SMILE SMILE~~~
ntg is comin in my brain now..
continue next time
sleep sleep
MUAKMUAKMUAK

Romance in Horror

2009-07-10T21:44:00.000-07:00

七上八下

2009-07-10T11:33:00.000-07:00

突然感觉很心痛

我不懂我在干嘛

我也不懂他在干嘛

我不想再继续这样了

明明知道结果了却要盲目地走下去

明明知道再这样走下去伤的是自己

可是还是笨笨地步行下去

我从前的理智又跑去哪儿了啊

每天我都要装着若无其事的样子

若无其事的言语来沟通

可是你都不知道我的心情到底是如何啊

我又想哭包了

你到底知不知到啊

我不想这样了

我好像被很多很多的东西缠绕着

我不想再想了

可是这种感觉又在慢慢地刺进我的心

真的很不好受

我不想告诉你

我不想你觉得内疚

不想你觉得难受

一个人难受总比两个人难受好吧

我的心情很糟糕

乱七八糟

很想好好地处理这件事

可是又想保留原装

我暂时都不想有什么改变了

好好地珍惜就是我现在所要的吧

每天只能安慰自己没事的

恐怕有一天我已经忍受不了

我会哭死

我不是你所看的那么坚硬

我毕竟也是女生

我也会伤心难过

可是我更加不想看到你难过

你我之间真的是

能遇见你已经是一个奇迹了

一个很大的奇事了

我们之间真的有太多太多的碰巧了

我很累了

我不想又背着伤心渡过我的日子了

我要开心

我不要哭包

我要控制自己

我要保护自己

希望同时也能保护到你的心情

我不要再想了

顺其自然对吧？

我要好好地休息了

晚安

xinqing

2009-06-27T06:48:00.000-07:00

Finally i have time to sleep...
it's term break...

but is only 1 week..
how sad=(

and yeah the pepet john complaining bout my grammar mistake in my blog...

everyday being a joke of you

i actually speaking french ok..

ahahaha

so u pepet botbot you.

i so nt goin to let u know wat i posting in this post d..

i post pinyin language!!

wojinwanbushihenkaixin..

yinweiwomamayoumawole..

tazhendeshishenjinbing..

meichidoushizheyang..

wohenshangxinhenxiangkubao..

wobuzhidaowozaizhegejiadaodiyaoganma..

wodaoburutiantianquxuexiaotiantianbeigongkeliedaibushigenhaoma??

wozhendebudongniyaoxieshenme..

wozhendehenshengqinila..

keshiwozhidaowoshiainide..

wobukeyiduinihuai=(

aiiiiiiiiii~~~

wozuotianqukantranformersoooo

zhendehenhaokan=)))

henkaixinwohenkaixin

yezaialorchiwanchan

zhenhaochiiiiiiii=)

zuijinyoudiankaixinyeyoudianshangxin

kaixinyinweihenduoshi

shangxinyinweiyixieshi

xinqingluanqibazhao

henzhaogao

meishenmexiangjiangle..

wozhegejiaqizhixianghaohaodiananjinjindixiuxixiuxixiuxi

shenmedoubuxiangguanle

taiduoshiningwobukaixinle

woxiangshaoqingwodenao

shenmedoubuxiangquxiangqulihuile...

changzaixinlimomodichenshou

:'(

zhegejiaqiwoxuyaozuodeshi:

tiantianshuiduoduoduoduoduoduo

lianxigangqing

yuepengyouchuquzhouzhouba

zhenliwofangjiandelaji

quzuoyundong

zuoruching

chuqushanshanxinba

wananle

zaijian

DABENDAN!

TRUST IT OR NOT

2009-06-22T08:05:00.000-07:00

WUAHA WUAHA WUAHA WUAHA WUAHA!!!!!

I TOLD YOU!

Don have to worry bout anything..

MY BABE PHONE IS COME BACK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I have wishing for the whole day tat it will come back when im home...

and now BABE IS HOME!!!!!!!!!

I AM THE MOST LUCKIEST GIRL IN THE WORLD

THANKS TO GOD=)

MUAXXXXX

this is really amazing...

my sim card had been stolen...

but my fone is still alive...

OMG!!!

i really dun understand!!

why ppl wan the simcard instead of the BABE HANDPHONE????

AMAZINGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG~~~~~

and i lost it like at the far far place from my house..

and nobody tot that there wil be a hope..

anywhr im the one who hoping this=)

who cares i have no sim card

I JUST WANT MY BABE TO COME HOME=)

IM HAPPY

UNEXPLAINABLE FEELING...

I dunno i am lucky or wat

i just want to say thanks=)

Thanks to God who listen to my pray=)

I LOVE YOU

And i have my wonderful day again even is sleepless day

MUAX

WO SHI DA BEN DAN

2009-06-21T08:43:00.000-07:00

This time..

i really feel extremely sad...

like my heart is bleeding..

i never thought that this will make me so sad...

i tot i can cheer myself up

but i can't

i feel like crying but i couldn't

I keep searching and searching like i do usually

but i can't find it...

i'm too used to put my stuff everywhere and finding everywhere

and everytime i can found it..

but this time i CANT

I VERY SAD...

YES I LOST MY HANDPHONE..

I repeat 3times to find out my fone in the car...

go out to my car every 10mins i came in my house..

repeat and repeat

but FAIL

I have no memory at all whr the hell i put my handphone...

NO MEMORY AT ALL!

Now i realize i love my handphone alot

but i alws showing that WATEVER FACE to my fone...

and now i lost it..

It was a fone that gave by my MOST LOVELY KENT KENT

and it was RED

=((((((((((((((((((((((((

and tons of memorable picture is inside=(

My brain is totally corrupt by assignments this term..

until i have no memory whr i place my fone...

I VERY SAD

I suppose to do preparation for my presentation tomorrow...

But i FREAKING OUT OF MOOD NOW...

i soon gonna die for the presentation tomorrow..

I'm SAD

I want to cheer up

I want to be strong

I want to wake up

and continue my work...

SMILE SMILE BABE=)

EVERYTHING WILL BE ALRIGHT...

DADDY GONNA BUY U A CHEAP FONE

HAHHAHA

=((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((

go do work now...

GUDLUCK

Your fone might appears in front of you again le.

so don sad=)

CONGRATULATION WONGKITTIE

You finally lost your fone that had accompany you for 3years...

say GOODBYE DARLING

Welcome new BABY

SORRY RED COLOR BABEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!

I actually wanted to send a message to my daddy to say "Happy Father's Day. I LOVE YOU" to him..BUT HAISSSSZZZZ...

This is how i found out my phone had just lost la...

IM SAD

BAPA, HAPPY FATHER's DAY

I LOVE YOU..

I'll NOT DISAPPOINTED YOU...

MUAKKSSSS

2009-06-15T11:21:00.000-07:00

I'm so sad when i seeing something that i shouldn't see...
i'm trying to kill this feeling

but it keeps on troubling me..

I hate this..

I dun wan this..
I dun wan to be like this..

I wan freedom for my heart...

I dun wan to hurt anyone..

I just wan to live peacefully without anyone..
I better maintain to live in my own world..

and nobody would harms..

I want to find myself back...

not the so called LOST me

I need to strengthen myself...
to avoiding everything that is hurt to me

again and again and again...

NO REPEATING AGAIN

NO MORE NEXT TIME FOR ME..

BE CLEAR BE AWARE

LET ME BE HAPPY K

(let me blindfold myself and continue being a fool...)

~!@#$%^&*()_+

2009-06-15T10:42:00.000-07:00

ARGH!!

IM SO BORED WITH MY DAMN ASSIGNMENTS=(

I have alot alot things to talk to you my beloved blogblog..

i have tons of photo to upload after my term break...

wuhooooooo...

If i am free i could post 100 article in this term break..

and its only 1week of term break with a evening dress project to go on=(

WATEVER ~~

cut short...

save time

I'm attracted by this foto..

HAHAHHAHAH...

PRETTY PUNKY PUSSY FLOOD IN JAPANESE~~

I wondering how their boyfriend wanna to kiss with them huh...
Its like WOW~~~
HAHAHHAHHAHAHHAHAH
Btw Spot me inside k..
HAHHAHA

Im so bored..
im trying to release my stress now...
and i wanna be as free as them to make up so so thick...
AM I PRETTY???
HAHAHAHAHAH
Im seriously so attracted by this WOW WOW picture....
ITS LIKE WOWWWWWWWWWW
how if 1day the whole wide world flood with this kind of chic???
Unpredictable..
HAHHAHA
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tata~
continue with my assignment...
GOD BLESS ME
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p/s: angelbo, im so damn missing the day that u dress like a kind of them...and u walk with ur 100% confident int he mall..hahha...can i see it again? please=(

2009-06-03T10:21:00.000-07:00

ASSIGNMENTS KILLING ME

my current need=)

2009-06-01T09:13:00.000-07:00

50" huge bear=)

i wanted this toy for a long while d...

nobody give me yet=(

and i never been receive a soft toy as birthday present b4=(

SOBSOB

Nissan Pivo Concept car

lately i'm feel so bored with my SUBARU la...

i wan to change to this cute little car..

everybody will be WOW when seeing my car pass by on the road.....

wuhooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo

CAN I??? PLSSSSSSSSS

The Real Gear Transformers series conceals little toy robots disguised as cell phones, digital cameras, portable video game systems among other things. hohoho...i want it...is like so cute and yeng k

A Zac Efron looks liked bf for me pls...

Can please ask Venessa hudgens to give me huh???

DUCATI SUPERBIKE 748

CAN PLEASE SOMEONE BUY ME EITHER ONE OF THEM AR???

SOB SOB SOB

hot hot nite

2009-05-29T14:15:00.000-07:00

:its 5.15am now

:Finally i get into my house due to my house door is lock and i have to think how shud i get in=(

:Finally~

:im just back from poppy

:it was MACHA's BIG DAY

:i dint drunk tonite,because i don wan=)

:have alot of pictures in the club

:waiting for the camera owner's upload foto lu

:weeeeeeeeeeeeeee^^

:Finally i see weibing..HE REALLY HOT!! hahaha...no wonder angel like him so much

:wat a big cocking man

:si beh FAI

:the DJ-Andrew is freaking cute....very very cute with his braces...hohohoho

:i cant stop looking at him...HOW CUTE~~~

:very kiu...finally i see ADELE in the club..hehe

:and i dance with her new fren's Ronald

:Ronald with the white hat=) ATTRACTIVE ONE

:NIKE was so so so so high tonite...

:take off his shirt and dance and being so so HOT..hahahhahhahahha

:showing his big alcohol tummy...lol

:everytime when i get tipsy someone that i love wil apear in my mind

:and now i noe who i love=)

:but is impossible i think=(

:John bring his new gf to the club...hahahhaha

:the one who said wil wait for me...

:ARGH SHIT YOU...LIKE I TRUST YOU

:time realy prove everything

:BEEBEE is so sien wan la...be back with his old boy again..

:no change...summore bring her bf to the club..hahahhaha

:MACAM MANA HIGH LAH NI

:Tonite i finally have a close picture with macha...

:i love macha alot...kisskiss=)

:there is 4 or 5 tables for macha birthday...

:damn damn happening...he is the BOSSS~~

:ANDY is damn HUGE~~~ wuhoooooo

:i feel like a small little monkey

: today im just wearing a 2,3 inches heels...

:i feel i damn short tonite..

:OMGGGGGGGG...or everybody grow tall d???

:Nicholas was keep jealousy that i dancing with others...

:so he want me to dance with him...

:oh yea im so ok with it...

:just so watever~

:im freaking PURE SINGLE WOMEN

:i have a nightmare last nite

:it is not bout ghost nor horror thingy

:but is bout all my assignment is FAIL!

:got scold by mom!

:everything that i do is so so so unccessful..

:and the dream is so like the reality ..

:haiz...i cant sleep well the whole nite..mayb i worry too much

:tonite im not going to sleep d...because later 7something have to prepare to church d...

:if i can tahan i will continue my assignment after church..

:WOW....i damn GENG...

:WUAHAHAHHAHHAHHAHAHAHHA

:i going facebook to upload picts for college wan=)

:sleep less, rest less

:i going to hell

:Angelyne have period cramp i think

:she's moody after club=(

:how bad...

:anyway im happy to see her again and my AH BEE oso

:we hug each others so so tight when we met=)

I LOVE YOU 2 AGAIN=)

muaxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx....

tatata

:im waiting for ciao ciao to come back and play with me again=)

:ciao, FASTER COME BACK PLEASE=(

GOODNITE AND GOOD MORNING^^

<3

2009-05-21T09:53:00.000-07:00

Just wanna say and introduce my very 1st praise Asian girl again..

wuhoooooooo~~

She is Song Hye Kyo

im just so SO SO SO SO SO LOVE her pure face

and she is super sweet~~

if im a guy, i will freaking CHASE her from Malaysia to Korean..

ahhaha

leng ar leng ar leng ar~~~

LOVES=*

GOD pls give me too

PLEASE~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

for you ANLENE COW=)

2009-05-21T09:01:00.000-07:00

this is the Anlene cow..
The super lame young women..
She looks old(hahahhahaha) but she's actually freaking young....
Unpredictable attitude she have..
shake head****

She want this post from her fren..
nahhh~~
this is for you=)

"Dearest Annie.I HATE you.You have a nice "ATTITUDE".You make me see through this unpredictable world.You should keep it on.Someday I will give you gek seh.You + me = NOT A GUD MATCH.If I saw you now I'd pull of all your body piercing (u tot your piercing is damn yeng isit??).I want to SLAP SEH you.I would build a HELLO KITTY COFFIN just for you.If I could sing you any song it would be BYEBYE.We could play lesbo under the stars.Love, your lovely KITTIE WUNG(P.S. the GORGEUOS ONE.)Oh and I am going to post this under my notes and see what you write about me."

SUPER - DUPER - LAME - NESS
i really dont wish to meet u 1 day....
I DONT LOVE YOU=)

ineedmorestrength

2009-05-19T19:19:00.000-07:00

I'm currently in a FREAKING BUSY moment with my tons of assignment...

No time for you my beloved diario

text u again=)

muakkk

There is greatness within you

2009-05-17T09:42:00.000-07:00

Throughout your life,

always pursue.

Sensitivity and kindness.

As your chosen way.

A sense of humour is wonderful;

Hold on to yours,

Being able to laugh at the world.

Will see you through many hard times.

Guard Against bitterness and sarcasm;

They can destroy you.

Be yourself;

The world will benefit from your talent.

Search for peoplewho love and.

Appreaciate you for who you are.

And who encourage you to improve.

Don't be satisfy with less.

than all you can be.

for you have greatness within you.

( i like this alot=) )

happy silently yea=)

2009-05-17T08:10:00.000-07:00

HEN KAI XIN...

WO HEN KAI XIN...

=)))))))))))))))))))

Ah Fan and me=)

dear diary,

2009-05-16T09:14:00.000-07:00

as usual i went to church this morning
i dont feel like eating the whole day because of my braces=(
i can't bite=(
only have some taufu for my lunch
i don't feeling well too
my stomach feel a little bit weird
dunno wats wrong
i slept the whole afternoon=(
but i did my assignment too=)
night time, i didn't go out to popo house
because i cant eat and i also wanna to do my beading
i only have soup and 2 eggs for my dinner=(
i used 6hours to do part of my beading
goshhhhhhh
i goin to die~~~
something make me high tonite
it was a gossip of my brother and his gf
its gossip bout mine but not a bad things
she send msg to my brother
"xxx: i so admired your sister..she so slim, can wear everything that she like.she so smart, study so hard. She can draw, she can design...She got so many make up stuff and noe how to make up...and she got her own style...and she is so kind...if i'm like ur sister, u will love me more right darling???"
HAHAHHAHHAHHAAHHAHHAHAH
what make her say tat i realli duno
goshhhhhh
im a so call fei po in my college
i am a stupid wan alws in the college
I am so so so lazy with my studies
I cant realli draw among all students
my design sucks among all
my make up stuff all missing pls...mana ada banyak
make up cacat oso
style??teruk like hell
everybody noe i alws wearing my red colour stuff and with the pillow walking everywhr in the college lo...hahahhahah
WTHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
nothings gud on me lo
argh just kill me onli looooo
but so watever oso la
hahhahhahaha
make me laugh onliiiiiiii
not bad oso as least got ppl looks gud on me=)
after awhile, my daddy turn me down again=(((((((((((
i dun wanna say wat it is..
but im realli down
tmr goin off to genting
just let the wind blow away all my sadness la~~~
im so wish i can live somewhr alone now
i really wan to live myself alone
live in my own world
ntg i can say d
nitenite=*

it's my DAY!!!

2009-05-14T07:22:00.000-07:00

early in the morning~~~

holy holy holy god day~~~~

my birthday celebration is in poppy this nite

wuhoooooooooooo

most of my frens is coming=)

im so busying with the celebration

have to fetch this fetch tat

go prepare cake

go buy make up stuff

go collect money

go to take a rest

blablablablabla...

here come to night=)

Make up make up make up
not enough time
so my make up is so freaking the CACAT tat nite!
I HATE IT SO MUCH!
bcz macha keep scolding tat we so slow!
sob=(
and i have my freaking bare back piece to wear =)
i actually have a cake for that nite
but we left it on the car's roof top and steal by others ppl d
=(((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((
im so not happy with that
and then~~

PARTY ON ON ON!!!

while macha settlign with the liquor
we takes alot of time to snap snap snap=)
1st who came was my colleague(my guailui gang)
hahahhaa..they 1st time clubing
notbadnotbad...kai wan xiao
so give me face
thankyou=)
and then everybody came~~~
very sibeh the mafan because of they came 1gang by 1 gang
kacau betul~
have to go out to invite them like thousand times
tonite is so so so so so so so so HAPPENING!!!!
ah pig ah dog ah cat ah ah ah oso come
even POLICE!!!
sstupid police ruinned my party nite!
most of my colleague got in the raid=((((((((((((
it was so so so sad k
there was 7bottles plus together with macha tat nite
drink until soh!
i'm so happy to seeing my high scul frens and HENG DAI!!!
wuhoooooooo
andrew shafiq kian yung zhi kian zh pik kei wuan yuan~
and ZH punye GF too!hahahhahahahhaha
have a picture of our 3 tho=)))))
wuhoooooooooo
so damn yeng...my ex and my ex's gf
lollolololololollllllllll
and then gary's gang!!!!!
Nicholas was there, 1st time meeting him...he looks not bad wert=)
i heard ppl said he take caring me the whole nite
thx to him=)
wuan yuan drunk and wy is so piss off with her big ass
bcz she pushing ppl with her ass
hahhahahhaha
wuan yuan is so so high
1st time meeting doly there too
she realli ANGELYNE SIZE lo!!!!!!
HAHHAHAHHAHAH
i prefer angelyne thn!!!
Nickman being handsome d!! with a little fatssss
wowwwwwwwwww~~~ welldone=)))
Paul didn't come tat nite,
tats so sad=(
but so watever too=)
party stil on like hell
police raid at PASSION
and gang of colleague is up there
omgomgomgomgomg
making me worried
i tot everything is fine after raid
so i continue enjoying my party!!!
everyone started to be high!!
climax!
foto shooting is everywhr~~~~
everybody is asking me to drink
the last scene tat i remembered is only when ah bee ask me to drink 5second liquor!~
after that all i am totally dunno wat the hack is happened!!!!!
super duper fully drunk!

After drunk:
(i just heard from my fren,its terrible and horrible and scary)

i take of my heels and walkign everywhr
and the floor is full of dirt and cigarrette
lol
i knock my head ourside the poppy staircase
and lye on there~
Nickman carry me with his 55kg body to the carpark
hahahhaha
nicholas asking me to be conscious
i run down again when they put me in the car
i flying at the car park
and roll my body on the sand
and my face is full of sand
angel take off 1 of my fake eyelashes and left 1 side eyeleashes onli
and with my messy long long hair
ahhahahha like a ghost and freaking yong sui
angel flew her slipper all over the parking....
goshhhh
shouting everywhr
i vomit on my own face in the car
goshhhhh
sorrk NAIK!!!!hearts ya!
MACHA TOO!!
they went to yamcha and just leave me alone in the car like angelyne last time
hahhahahahha
i drunk liek previous angelyne
i bath myself in macha's house and just like few mins
and i didnt noe myself got bath at all
i dun have any memory bout that nite at all
how bad=(
anyway i enjoy this celebration
with a little sadness
it would be my very last celebration and invitation to so many peoples!
it was my very very 1st time!
and is so so so so so so sos os so so so so so so HAPPENING!!!!
even this stupid anlene cow from ipoh post blog bout me
u didnt even attend k!
YOU STUPID IDIOT DUMB ASS ANLENE COW!!!!
i wil do my revenge!!!
go view go view
http://anniewannabe.blogspot.com/2009/05/friend-for-sale.html
http://anniewannabe.blogspot.com/2009/05/womans-day.html
angelyne is jealou sd u noe!
hahhahaha
ciaozzzz~
tats all for tonite
for my information pls view siti punya facebook=)

MY SUPER VVIP GUEST!!!!!

LOVE U BOTH LIKE CRAZY FOREVER K

MUAKKKKZZZZZZZZZ

10052009

2009-05-10T10:23:00.000-07:00

HAPPY MOTHER's DAY

i love you mama

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO KITTIE

may all dreams come true=)

dead

2009-05-10T10:12:00.000-07:00

I din't eat today

no appetite at all=(

only have some fishball for my dinner

i'm so worst

i duno how to take care my body anymore

GOSH

2009-05-08T08:23:00.000-07:00

well, i suppose to get a new dress for myself bcz of birthday, but im failed=(
so sad
i got to wear the normal piece d
almost everyone in my class is coming..
left the only close fren
which is CIAO=(
alot people is surprising me bcz they said they wouldn't attend
but now they all are on!
the freaking SURPRISING ME was a online fren from Singapore is coming just bcz of my big day!
OMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOGMOGMGOMGOMGOMGOGMG
and he wil bring like 10++ people here
gosh im wan to die now
i duno i shud happy or wat
im just so so so FREAKING SURPRISE!
i hope he is not coming tho,im scare of him bcz i heard something from u~~
today i slap ciao,ciao slap me
then bo talk d until college
hahahha
i duno wats wrong
im just sorry k ciao pepet
i think u wont angry tho
but im just sorry
after that went klcc with ah chung jean and john
im the one who suppose to buy clothes k
but they all bought their own clothes!!!!
god damn it
and i have my empty hand again
fed up
then went to mid valley to search again
nothing nice oso
nothing attractive
die pls
everybody buy new clothes bcz of my birthday
hahahhahahhahahha...wat a WASTE
and im goin to wear a old damn dress onli
shit
ciao ciao goin to treat me a date to duno whr
watever la, as long as he got heart
wuhooo~~~ thx 1st ciao pepet
i think Avis crying today...she so emo this morning when teaching in the class
haiz...wat a pity
feel so sad for her
im getting thinner this few days i think
i ate very very little than usual
no dinner sometimes
no breakfast sometime
no appetite
dreams alot
i dun wan to be anorexia=(
i extended my hair d
500pieces
is 1times than normal ppl's hair
OMG OMGOMG
the china gal keep saying OMG whn she doin this on my hair..
goshhhhhh
4hours sitting on the floor
and now i duno wat to do with my hair
very long
long until i duno wat to do with it
goshhhhhhhhh
i have no idea
i am so freaking tired now
i wan to sleep now
layan diri semua orang kat poppy k
everyone said wan me to drunk
they wont let me survive=((((((((
OMGGGGGGGG
im worried im scared now
i wan to quit this celebration now
argh~~~
gudnite=)

Siti's punye diary

2009-05-04T08:04:00.000-07:00

just have my dinner
wu wu wu~~~~my very full of satisfication dinner from johnny...
Dae Jung Kim...
my hapiness is always get from the food...
hahaha
yummy~~~
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I have my whole day meal with APPLES and DONUT only...
Geng than you lo angelbo pleaseeeeeeeee
then only johnny force me to have korean food..
wuaahha
zhen shi bu hao yi shi*.^
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Just update my fone's foto to computer

let's see:
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wuhoo...
illustration for today's design application class~
SUCKS one
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In Style and Trend class
John tot he very yeng with his face liek this with the few piece of Shit
hahha
yeng la yeng la~~
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my gang of GUAI LUI frens
hahha
i love them
muacks muacks
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Dresser behind the stage fot duno mat show
ciao pepet and me
he tot he very yeng with his side view
hahahha
i guess so

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he tot he is stil that yeng with the face like this...hahhahahhahahhahahah
Memang Tak ar~~
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my baby cousin is on my bed=))))

he tot he very cute...

ya he is=)

Very random picture that i draw whn i run out of idea for designs

sobsob

pressure again

My two Bao Bei ssss

muakmuakmuak

Totally belongs to me=)

The last piece...

ta daah~~~

before n after punye ciao pepet

still that yong sui ness face

no change

hahha

GOODNIGHT

SLEEP TIGHT
SWEET DREAM

crap crap crap

2009-05-03T08:40:00.000-07:00

my birthday is coming soon..
im like so worry and wanna to cancel the celebration...let it be like usual wan
but i cant stop it d...
chill chill~
angel's blog was full of my name...
bitchy bout all my stuff...chikopepet you
but i still love you alot...
when only u wan to accept my love huh=(
hahahs
everybody around me getting fatter d...im worried d...hahha
i have nothing to wear on my birthday...
sponsor please please please
if not i have to wear fabric-less d
i so gonna get my hair extension b4 my birthday
angel pls tell your fren to be FAST LA plsssssssss!!!
OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGg
mamadebotbotni
im so so so so so so so so so so worried....
i don wan my birthday d...
i think rumours is spreading now...
bout something stupid
I DON'T CARE~~~~
let it be...
YOU LIKE
angelbo the previous clubbing picture that u post on ur blog is so freaking UGLY lo!!!
I WAN TO KILL YOU LO...
OMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMG
im realli so damn yong sui NESS
god, i wan beautiful i wan beatiful~~~~~
like so many stuff irritating my brain now
can't sleep well
worrying bout assignment maybe
just hope i can do well in everything
i hope everything else in college will past finely no matter wat
seems like so many drama is happening
scary~
take me away from this all pls
botbot chen liang suddenly find me again
saying bout the stupid past again
tat is freaking innocent wan
my every past is sucks
mother's cay is coming
my pocket is empty
wat can i give you huh mummy?
i love you alot
i realli do=)
im a gud gal u shud noe
haha
i saw Miss Selfish got the dress tat i wan!
looks like Karl Lagerfeld wan
omgomgogmogmogmggggggggggg
finish crap
find ciao biatch to continue my crap
ciao ciaoz~
gudnite
i love you again my lovely day

thrusday

2009-04-30T06:31:00.000-07:00

over sleep
pergi sekolah, lucky no jam no late,chun chun
aisha's sewing class...boring~ cant sit probably to see the Demo
finish sew my homework today..wuahaha
my breakfast and lunch is protein, tomato and nugget and juice...lol
ciao pepet treat me very gud, give me 4piece of nugget even he nit alot of food too..haha..thx for ur HUGE lunch
all the way jam to WAREHOUSE SALE...
queue danm long...1st time see..wuakakkaka
not much thing is nice inside...onli smelly and big size clothes...cz all S have taken by small size Malaysian..ahha
finally i met hanhan..hahah...is another han la...
comes to dinner..automatically, john order for me and pay for me oso...he damn sayang me i knows...thx babe
everybody sayang me i noe...
everybody care me
everybody treat me very gud...
i am not alone at all=)
then fetch johnny and debbie home...
i prove that earth is realli round to myself now...
i tot of using another to go home to avoid the jam...
mana tau duno how to turn to my house way so i keep drive all the way straight..
until i see john's condo again...hahahhaha...
then have to stuck in the jam...lol...how stupid i am
i cut my fringe lately...not realli nice but my hair become famous in this week..wuaha
lion, mop, japanese ghost, china mui, YSL mushroom head, coconut tree...lol
i desperately nit hair extension!
I need i want i WANT!!!!!!
give me money mummy, dont be stingy please...
my birthday wil celebrating at poppy..
it's my very 1st time to celebrate with a bunch of peoples...
kinda worried and scary i think...totally SCARE
my birthday wil be on Mother's day too...
hmmmm.. so i have to spend money on mama even is my birthday..
pokai tho
Maggie for supper...last round
sleep...
gudnitezzz
thx for giving me a chance=)

2009-04-29T09:48:00.000-07:00

My heart is melting

i feel like crying again~~

Huge 1

2009-04-28T08:41:00.000-07:00

" :: i love her so much , ohmygod ! "

HER is me ok...

somebody said that to me..

that makes me touch again...

u noe who u are...

iloveyou too...

a big MUAX!!!

Stupid Sunday

2009-04-26T07:53:00.000-07:00

Wat can i say for today is just a WASTE

Period cramp again

lye on the bed the WHOLE DAY!

I feel so sad to wasted my time like this

feel so useless and not worth it

argh~~~~~

Really dun understand wat for women have period..

kakacaucau

2009-04-24T04:40:00.000-07:00

Today i meet my ANGELYNE BABE

Im so very the happy ok...

duno why ok

just don't be proud of it k angelbo....

burning me

2009-04-22T09:36:00.000-07:00

morning pergi print ciao pepet thing,kacau betul
see dentist...rude like shit...my gum bleed like water taip...=(
go college..ah jean punya car drop inside the longkang due to she wan to show her gud technique...hahahhaa...jkjk...and thn bunch of hot guy come and pick her car off from the longkang...how i wish i am her..hahahha~~~
so fun to changing tyre...i learn more skill to chgn tyre now...wuaha
go sungei wang with michelle bowbow and thris to find rock chic stuff
somebody turn my fire ON ON ON thr!
a shopkeeper which in MH! treat her customer(my gang of fren) rude like hell
she said "don stand there la! so big alr also dont understand wan meh???"
"anything u ask me la! i a worker here for XX years alr...i got alot of experiance ma!"
GOSHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
make me keep nagging and shouting when i come out from the shop....dont let me see u again BITCH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i seriously very angry!!! ur shop so small thn don't open business la!! $%^&*()_+
go back college and do my another assignment..sob=( so many things to do
suddenly i become edward lou po d..hahhaa seem so many husband in the scul d..worst than high scul...
Didi cry again!!!! her sleeves lost jor...hahhahahhahahahha..omg im totally so cruel to her k...i don care~ and i go home~~~tata
go home chitchat with johnny...mana tau the IMPERFECTION come and turn my fire on again...he tot he very leng zai..ya rite its true....HAHAHHAHAHHA
GUDNITE BABES~~~

2009-04-21T10:22:00.000-07:00

Owen says:
kittie
chous got online?
kiTTie says:
chow isit?
he offline d
why?
Owen says:
nthing la
abstract mind many work to do.... says:
he wan to say i love u chaooooo
dun be with xiao tian be with mee
kiTTie says:
hahhahaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
says:
niaseng...this jean so sukx lo...keep insult xiao tian
kiTTie says:
wow wow
Owen says:
xiao tian my lao po lai de la
diuz

hahah...its a small chat tonite with my colleague but it is happening...

and HE will be the next target who kena ZAT now...hahhahahha

2009-04-20T03:21:00.000-07:00

UNCONTROLLABLE FEELING

(somebody cheer me pls)

a day of lame-Ness

2009-04-18T08:26:00.000-07:00

Today's wheather is so freaking HOT
drive me crazy
go to church as usual
my lovely kent kent came back from Thailand for term break=)
my sister intro me a Japanese drama "Hotaru no Hikari" which she said the actress's personality just like me..haha..tie hair like auntie and lying on the floor like a die fish in the house..its so true..hahah
im looking forward to that drama now..wuhoo
Even she said i live in my own world
i found that the way my sister talk and act is just like john
i make my baby cousin cry today bcz i ZAT her...=( im feel so bad...she realli terasa and cry
but still...i like to bully childrens
im just showing my love through abusive...hahah
got mood to eat ice cream today bcz its so freaking hot
brought papa to take his car from serdang due to accident...hope no next time=(
sleep the whole afternoon..is so freaking tired
once wake up and saw CIAO msg realli kena tipu
a guy duno wat name which stay near my house said wanna chase me and will be very patience on me...argh bluff!i wont trust at all...every guy say the same things...tot i stupid~
design for rock chic style again...hmmmm not satisfy with wat i had design yet
go Ah popo house for dinner
sitting thr watch tv again...why am i so free???ishx
play play play with babys
go home online like a useless one again
it just so not me..i wont waste my time like this giving last time...OMGGGG
i'm finding back myself now

111 Truth

2009-04-16T07:05:00.000-07:00

kittie is my nickname
wky is my real name
19(2009)
10.05.1990
taurus
160cm(short ass)
looks normal i think haha
i have totally more hair than others
macam elephant mass (i dint pound myself la,i dont care~)
yellowish+choco skin like giraffe
Raffles Design Institute
Fashion Design (i dont looks like 1,haha..)
everything change after high scul
i love jesus christ
single and available (sien jor..haha)
my 1st 3ex sucksssss
my last ex WOWW
weirdo
lame
life is so fun fun fun
flower sucks
musicbox rocks
sharp tool phobia
live in own world (john say wan)
self center (perharps)
make up cacat recently
my stuff alws kena steal by cousin
tau fu and tau fu pop lover
tasteless tongue
spicy syok syok
my quote "watever,i don care,tao yan, qi guai,i hate you"
crazy everywhere
used to club like shit
good slapper=)
used to be melancholic
my babe angelyne is the only one fren (fabulous~)
bee is a baby gal to us (muax)
frens is important than love
py used to hurt me as a gud fren
tears drop in front of fren=3times(in front of py,zh,NS)
suffering in night dreams
ambitious sometimes
no worries
no secret
like no more privacy oso (haha..)
extrovert
shout
mouth getting bigger and bigger (i duno why,tats not me)
braces is ruined my life
rabbit tooth is my previous shame
hot pants =)
bra-free better
papa protective
mama is so adorable when she get angry (ishx)
-RM0.00
high scul will be more rich
forgetful children
baby is annoying
guy is nice than a gal
being a gal is troublesome
my room is messy
social drinker
don't mad with me
my ass alws itchy that makes me keep walking and running around
perfume,eyelashes,sunglasses,heels is important to gal (i mean me)
short wig is my currently necessaries
Style less
love messy thing yet nice
love to watch disgusting thing yet so scare
jazz is alws the best
i learn piano,guitar,drawing,taekwondo,japanese (all not even reach half level..haha)
passion less last time
u can challenge my passion now
big bag is a conviniece to me
hamster is lovely pets
cat suckssssss
hyperactive
my bf alws dump me and try to get me back (guys is all the same)
heartless yet so sympathatic
photogenic? haha mayb (foto alws nicer)
i dint photoshop much k
i noe i cacat
big family members
rude
used to dress up (now cacat and so watever~ like i care~)
i dont mind to chase a guy if he is worth it for me (but so far nope)
ignorant
laugh like everyone will knows
world without clothes is better (wearing clothes is wasting my time,wearing bra is holding my breath)
fashion world is scary
trying to protect myself alws
just let me stay at this age and this moment (nothing to worry)
drama happens alot among my frens ( just act that u duno if u're smart..haha)
sporting
i care every frens that i love
my previous love life is terrible
my current life got no more love (hahas...)
allergic to prawn and crab
dun have any language that i'm fluent
everybody laugh at my english oral
i use Darlie toopaste=)
Red is HOT
colourful describing my meaningful life
i like nightlife
i love surprise
i missing him all the time (guess who??)
optimistic
need me call me
trying to live a better and better llife=)
i'm a filial one
my future is BRIGHT (bling bling bling***)

random pic of childhood..ahhah agrh I MISS IT!!

2009-04-16T06:51:00.000-07:00

I'm so boring

i got nothing to do

I doing something that i didn't do for a long time

which gal usually do

hahha

that's polishing my fingernail

omg

i realli feel like a man now

but im still a gal ok=)

i guess someone will laugh when saw this post

My valentine

2009-04-14T20:04:00.000-07:00

If there were no words, no way to speak
I would still hear you
if there were no tears, no way to feel inside
I'd still feel for you

And even if the sun refused to shine
Even if romance ran out of ryhme
You will still have my heart until the end of time
You're all i need my love, my valentine

All of my life
I have been waiting forall you give to me
You've open my eyes
And shown me how to love unselfishly

I dreamed of this a thousand times before
In my dreams i couldn't love you more
You will give you my heart until the end of time
You're all i need my love, my valentine

And even if the sun refused to shine
Even if romance ran out of ryhme
You will stil have my heart until the end of time
'Cause all i need is you, my valentine
Oh, you're all i need my love, my valentine....

Wats goin on lately

2009-04-13T05:17:00.000-07:00

::just ate yong tau fu

::still hungry

::so bored with single life

::i love eating until i feel like vomit

::i'm like lost something

::i'm so weird

::i want to shop like nobody cares

::and i have bankrupt

::i have my stingy mummy

::i don't feel like study

::force to hardworking tho

::Avis is gonna kick out by students

::she goin to marry Chris

::i'm being so blur

::i dream more than last time

::i slept again in the traffic jam

::restless

::i need a freaking single day for myself to think about future

::Ciao is so cute when he angry

::i wan't the feeling of love to come back

::i wan't watch movie like normal ppl

::i freaking want to slap her because of her attitude

::Shyan is still so scary and pervert like last time

::i miss everyone in my secondary school

::i freaking need more student RAFFLES

::Raffles lack of normal people

::John still teasing me as usual

::beebee is angry with i reject fot her invite to somewhr else

::Angelyne is so adorable with her FABULOUS word

::i want to get freedom for my teeth

::Watever,tao yan,i dont care is my quote now

::Ciao is my current close fren but yet so KIK me

::i freaking like Song Hye Kyo

::She got natural looks

::i wish i sleep and couldn't wake up anymore

::i miss alot of thing but i don wanna care

::i alws confuse my mind

::i dunno wat the F i wan

::Owen makes me so disappointed

::i care and i love him as a fren

::but he..ouchhhhhhhh

::hurt my heart

::I ain't unhappy now

::I ain't happynow

::my day is being so weird

::i have a million question in my brain

::im so unknowledgeable

::i'm so lazy to argue with my parents

::i'm so hate my brother bcz he makes my parents feel headache

::i'm so sad and scare when daddy mummmy scold me

::HIS laughter and my valentine is what he leave to me

::i duno wat for i online now

::i'm like no more time

::i'm getting old

::wrinkles is on now

::i'm goin to birthday

::i need a simple happy birthday

::i need somebody

::but i dunno how

::i want to play piano guitar violin

::i want to learn to skate and dance

::i want to continue jog everyday

::still talk like a donaldduck

::the one i love and the one i care is goin off to oversea=(

::i mean zh and angelyne

::money can solve every problems tat i have now

::No mood to dress up

::as comfortable as i want

::i dream bout you lately

::it seems so weird

::the feeling towards u is care yet so hate

::let me live like last time

::i want to be a child

::i mix with guys and babys lately

::I want a soft toy to insert to my bag and carry it everywhr

::i want Christian Dior perfume

::i want a antique music box

::i want Paris Hilton REDDISH bag

::i want Chanel 2 ton legging

::my sliver is keep coming out

::Valentino F2009RTW is so nice

::i need to talk more fluent in my language

::somebody please read out my mind

::im so disappointed with myself now

::im change to somebody not me since i leave high school

::food can make me happy

::i don't wan a lonely birthday

::Singing K can shout out my own feeling

::David Archuleta is making malaysia's fans crazy

::angelyne is off to swimming

::ya i need u but u dunno

::i missing someone that wouldn't noe and guess

::how if im not in this world

::it makes no different

::why not i just leave this world

::wat for God make us

::i really dunno and i wan to noe

::i hope everything will be fine in my class until i leave the college especially social probs

::hope angel's father will get well soon=(

::why not i conquer my sharp tool phobia?so that i can cook

::you and you is so annoying and irritating

::angel said Lena Fuji is sucks now.and i guess it from her face la

::dumb ass

::why so few guys is arround me

::so boring

::girl is so bitchy rite

::i knew it

::why guy wan to hurt gal and make them be lesbian?

::can somebody tell me wat i'm doin now?

::unpredictable

::im soon 'shou xi' i think

::hope so

::i miss macha angel beebee zh nike gary paul nickman johnson cheng cherrie evangeline lala

::i miss my 3lame ex and 1 lovely ex..hahah

::my room is so messy

::stupid maid steal my stuff

::clean my room = no clean

::getting fat mayb

::she think she is so gorgeous

::i dont think so~~just anoda bitch in the world

::i wan oversea too!

::my dad is too over protect me

::watever

::as long as he is still alive i would listen to him

::still that appreciating luckily

::any drama to make me laugh like shit??

::dentist pull my mouth big liek hippopotamus

::my lips crack again

::sometimes we need praises and encouragement

::alright, im starting emo now

::i wasted my time alot lately

::horrible & terrible kittie!

::where are u huh???

::oi somebody talk to me la

::im like melancholic again

::the short wig is drive me crazy

::im gonna buy it for my own birthday present

::can i colour my hair to greyish mummy??

::still that tough,still standing hard

::slap me for no reason pls

::someone else started bloom in my heart

::and soon gonna dried up

::im trying to kill watever feeling i have especially love

::can i put my blog to private huh?

::Karl Lagerfeld will be the next designer who die???

::Calvin Klein is so freaking handsome when he young

::He is the man~~~

::thx to him bcz he dead so i have to do research on the current designer

::is Kate moss so beautiful??nope~~~

:: I think xxx looks better

::i want everyone around me smile and laugh always

::tats makes me happy

::idea of corset haven bloom in my mind

::who gonna fail last term

::im worried

::my pants suit and dress sucks

::not satisfy at all

::she started to being so rude and bitchy

::omgomgomgomgomgomgomg

::i wont tel u who is she and u will see it

::anything else tat i miss to write??

::rasa tak de

::alright i wan to do my assignment now

::byebye

::muaxmuax

::dont read this post bcz its lame and nonsense

::who cares rite=)

2009-04-12T07:21:00.000-07:00

I have a very "GREAT DAY" with him

thanks to him=)

He is JIN GAK ENOUGH...

i like it~~

HAHAH

ssshhhh

its our secret=)

GOD BLESS PLEASE!!!

2009-04-09T07:42:00.000-07:00

Well.
still in holiday mood..

but not really oso la...

just can't get idea on my design...

i don't wan come out a piece of shit project like last term..

so enjoy 1st and get my idea slowly..

i got plenty of idea in my mind now..

hope it works..

hope is enough challenging to me..

haha

Lately doing some research for Style and Trends class...

This class is kinda fun but a little of difficult to me..

Because i don't like reading...

i don't remember celebrities name nor designer's name...

abit tough...

But i knew i just need hardworking..

so i can do it=)

no worries

Things tat i learned in the 1st class...

The style of Bombshell and Gamine

wuahahhahah

Bombshell style which leaded by Marilyn Monroe

A style that don't care bout body weight but must with curves, big boobs, and big ass...

wuahaha

.

Gamine style which guide by Edie sedgwick.

A style that with boyish charm,mischievous and innocence.

arghhh...

i like Gamine thn!!!

but not suit me at all...

no nice figures..

hair like bomb bomb style..

act like a gangster..

hahhaha

anyway...

i really like this..

If i am a boy...

i freaking pick this gal d!!

cute enuf innocence enuf..

flashing back wat i did today..

well.

stupid class end like after a 20minutes briefing...

Then i decided to follow a gang of guy again..

hahah..

is alws a gud choice for me to follow guys..

I'm just so used to be with guys...

fun than being with girlsssssssss

No Why...

My daddy asked me why so many guys contact???

"WHY NOT!!??"

I'm being so rude when my daddy so sensitive that i alws with guys...

He tot every guy is bad..

will eat me..

hahah

excuse me, it seems like i eat the guys but not they eat me...

argh, Whatever~~~

I have no idea on it

We actually just plan to hang around at sungei wang and wait for Mayhin??

but at last we went to One Utama to sing sing song...

Neway~~

HAHAH

enjoying myself again...

OK..

i wanted to count how much i spend today:

Lunch set - Rm7+Rm2.60 (buy 1 free 1) hahah...

share with CIAO...

he is being a cheap ass like me d...

so like 5bucks a meal..

hahah

cheap jing!

And then~~~~

the most rich john and eugene steal magazine..

hahahha

wthhhhhh...

john steal it for me..

hahha..

so nvrm la...

4give him..

THANK YOU JOHN~~~

And then Neway 15bucks...

parking 2bucks...

total: Rm22

wuahahha..

cheap jing betul...

BABE ANGELYNE..

ALWS STAND UP STRONG!!!!

LOVES~~~

GOD BLESS =)

2009-04-08T08:47:00.000-07:00

I'm so sad I'm so sad I'm so sad

I'm so sad I'm so sad I'm so sad
I'm so sad I'm so sad I'm so sad
I'm so sad I'm so sad I'm so sad
I'm so sad I'm so sad I'm so sad
I'm so sad I'm so sad I'm so sad
I'm so sad I'm so sad I'm so sad
I'm so sad I'm so sad I'm so sad
I'm so sad I'm so sad I'm so sad
I'm so sad I'm so sad I'm so sad
I'm so sad I'm so sad I'm so sad
I'm so sad I'm so sad I'm so sad
I'm so sad I'm so sad I'm so sad
I'm so sad I'm so sad I'm so sad
I'm so sad I'm so sad I'm so sad
I'm so sad I'm so sad I'm so sad
I'm so sad I'm so sad I'm so sad
I'm so sad I'm so sad I'm so sad
I'm so sad I'm so sad I'm so sad
I'm so sad I'm so sad I'm so sad
I'm so sad I'm so sad I'm so sad
I'm so sad I'm so sad I'm so sad
I'm so sad I'm so sad I'm so sad
I'm so sad I'm so sad I'm so sad
I'm so sad I'm so sad I'm so sad
I'm so sad I'm so sad I'm so sad
I'm so sad I'm so sad I'm so sad
I'm so sad I'm so sad I'm so sad
I'm so sad I'm so sad I'm so sad
I'm so sad I'm so sad I'm so sad

(tragedy keep happens around me..not on me but on others ppl...i feel sympathy...i feel afraid...i feel unsafe...i feel helpless..i feel extremely heartache...i feel extremely sad=( i don't wan to see i don wan to watch i don wan to hear i don wan to taste it i don wan to care i don wan to SEE SEE SEE!!! i hate it...)

2009-04-07T09:32:00.000-07:00

我失去了恋爱的感觉。。。

我想把它找回。。。

可又害怕历史重演。。。

我不孤独又不寂寞。。。

因为我珍惜我身边一切的东西。。。

可是总觉得每个人身边不能缺少爱情。。。

如果我还是那么逃避爱情。。

恐怕以后也很难接受别人了。。

我看得爱情太美好。。。

却留下了我对爱情的失望与暗影。。。

真的很讨厌。。。

没有爱情感觉怪怪。。。

有了爱情感觉也怪怪。。。

爱情在我现在的眼里就是＝“有事没事，找事来烦”

我真的宁可放弃一切爱情。。。

就是最自然的我

可是还是需要爱情嘛～～～

真是自相矛盾。。。

我也不清楚自己了。。。

好几次，

好像爱上了某人。。

却不能坦然面对自己的感觉。。。

感觉辛苦又浑身不自在。。。

所以又选择了把这感觉灭掉！！

灭掉！！灭掉！！灭掉！！

好啦。。

我真的不知道我要些什么啦。。。

就让我再尝一尝爱的滋味嘛～～～～～

我不要被我的旧事纠缠了。。。

我要从新生活。。。

我不要利用任何人来忘记旧爱。。。

我要靠自己的力量盖过这一切。。。。

God Bless =)

2009-04-07T08:43:00.000-07:00

OMG! I just kill one cockroach!!

MUAHAHHAHHAHAHHAHAHAHAH

MUAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAH

MUAHHAHAHHAHAHHAHAHHAHAHHAHAH

MUAHAHHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHHA

MUAHAHHAHAHHAHHAHAHHAHAHHAHAHAHA

MUAHAHHAHAHHAHAHHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAAH

MUAHAHAHHAHAHHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAH

MUAHAHHAHHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHHAHAHHAHAHH

It seems like a big news for today..

hahhaha

GOODNITEZ~~

Meow~~

2009-04-06T05:13:00.000-07:00

Wow..

im goin to learn corset this term

syiok syiok

But i got no idea on designing corset..

NO IDEA AT ALL

STUCK

But how good i can do it like this..

hahahha

PIERCING corset???

i just found out from the net..

YENG BETUL

SIMPLE AND NICE..

wuahahhaha

If can i will really do..

(kidd..hahha)

Ciaoz~

Give me oil in my lamp...keep me burning~~~

2009-04-05T07:12:00.000-07:00

Morning~~~

but i couldn't wake up

sleep again..

and dream bout i'm a motor cyclist..

and met the bad ppls..

and act like a ganster drive like hell at the mountain..

hahahha

du du du du~~~~

my alarm rang again..

Have to move my ass to church this beautiful morning

someone asked me to teach these children to draw draw paint paint..

hahhaha

CUTE CUTE~~~

wuahha..if can, i wish i can be a innocent children once again..

some random kicit meow drawing..

After that my so called cacat cousin message me and ask me to accompany her to buy bag..

ponder for awhile...

"OH YES!"

i wanted to spend my last day holiday at somewhr else doin watever..

but not home

so i decided to go 1U lo~~~~

My very looks alike cousin even skin colour..

wuahaahah

some lame lame shooting..

boring betul~

wanna watch UNBORN but its too late,,,

so suan ba la~~~

lepak lepak lepak....

snap snap snap~~

tadaaaaa...

another pictures for today..

she stupid choosy gal..

choose school bag like choosing husband

end up with 2 pairs of tangan kosong..

Then byebye

Here comes to the night..

got bible studies at my cousin house..

the very 1st class..

everybody is attend..

and thn bla bla bla blabla~~~

Play a fool with my cousin..

"dead bcz of house bicycle crash"

TATA

NIGHT NIGHT~~~

My holiday END=(

2009-04-04T08:45:00.000-07:00

I'm SORRY...

Specially For You

2009-04-03T23:36:00.000-07:00

To the one i hate

To the one i get to see alws

To the one who very SMART

To the one who tease me alot

To the one who wasted my time to make this post

p/s: don't angry whn u see this..ur gf wont recognize u oso..hahha

the only one will knows

2009-04-03T05:34:00.000-07:00

To the one i love

To the one i miss

To the one i treasure so much

To the one i don't get to see alws

To the one who understand

p/s: sorry alot of mistake..haha

i'm so sad

2009-04-03T05:26:00.000-07:00

I'm so sad
suppose to hang out with babe dino tmr..
but something happen with her dad..
wat to do..
just cancel it..

wat makes me so sad is her dad might not survive until end of this year..
he got last stage of heart attack=(((((((((((((((((((((
T.T
waiting for someone die to donate a fresh new heart...
but there are 70patient still queuing for it..
how sad..
who can help??
god bless him and her la=(

so sad so sad so sad..
how sad laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
a big sad case to me
even not my daddy?
but at least he is my someone's daddy=(
i wish him can cure
i wish god can help him pass through all this things..
aiks

babe dino was so sad nw..
wat can i do??
hope she can stand up strong no matter wat la..

GOD BLESS

GNOW NIVLEK <3

2009-04-02T06:28:00.000-07:00

wow..

i'm so excited to found out my koko's blog

which is my small small time "yi jian zhong qing" target...

hahhaha..

not childish and not a kidd k..

it was so serious and miracle to me..

Nobody will believe in first sight love unless he or she try that before..

This stupid 1st s ight love make me wasted 6yrs time....

so unbelievable..

alot of story bout this la..

the feeling was so incredible..

wow wow wow~~~

The 1st time i met him:

he was wearing a red shirt and red pants at the basketball court,

and i just looking at him at my house window

mayb he attract me bcz of his red colour garment??

keke

The 1st time i know him:

i found out he was my cousin classmate=)

weeeeeeeee

and thn i know him at the playground..

"hi hi"

hahhaha

Fate??:

he stay just opposite my house..

and oso the 4th house of the row..

he is ah WONG too..

hahha

once i transfer my scul to SIN MING

he was same class as me!

wow..

alot of thing tat is so so kiu la..

duno mat jor..

In this few yrs..

he couple with my best fren..

hw sad rite..

ahhaha

im still looking at him at the window everyday's evening

he must be thr to play basketball=)

until 1day he move his house d=(

so sad..

i will never see him again through the window now..

everything is end..

bye bye

at last we end up with being koko and muimui..

tats all..

so sad yet so weird...

it was my very special and sweet memories..

might not for him but for myself=)

lovesss

and nw he is still that handsome..

hahha..

no change..

iloveyoukoko

u're alws in my mind

no matter hw long we dint contact d la..

Take Cares~

2831march

2009-04-01T20:37:00.000-07:00

It's my very 1st time trip with my colleague=)

Tadaaa~~~

let's picture speak everything again

The 1st day at Ipoh..

Kylie's Castle??

haha

i duno..

not sure la

so freaking hot

jump jump runrun thn byebye

here comes to Voo-doo club after dinner

I enjoy myself very much as usual

not bad ha this club..

hahahha

syoksyok

2nd day...

it's Penang =)

staying in Desa Pelangi..

play play play..

eat eat eat..

snap snap snap..

thn gud nite..

3rd day...

no breakfast wan=(

all pigs

lunch with beloved cendol and asam laksa

thn egg tart

after that go temple jump jump play play see see

then byebye

after that is the Feringgi beach

have fun thr without go in the sea

have alot of snap thr too=)

i found out i love the sun more after this trip..

omg..

i wont hate the sun anymore..

i started to fall in love with the sun=)))))))))))))

no more sunlight phobiaaaaaaaaaa

chao and horse and rin rin

after that dinner
eat eat eat eat eat eat eat eat eat eat eat eat eat eat eat eat eat eat eat eat eat eat
then go home watch sammi cheng duno wat movie
thn fall asleep
thn wake up and eat eat eat eat eat again

The last day...

packed everything..

thn have our lunch thn balik rumah d..

have alot of self protrait in the car..

we takes 3hours only journey back to kl..

gosh..

so freaking fast fast fast...

It was a nice trip to me tho

even not alot of function is goin on

but stil i enjoy every single minute very very much..

i appreciate every single hour,minute, second..

it's hard to have a relax time for me after this college started to torturing me...

hahaa

so byebye~~~

say hi to new term again=)

straighttothepoint

2009-03-24T07:47:00.000-07:00

everybodysayifattoday=(sosad..gotmeh??whr got o..HERH~~~~~imiss mybeloved~~~~~~~~~~thismorninghaveheavilyrain..aikssawanaccidentagain..

thecarwasupsidedownandthevictimisinsidethecar..somepplisrescuinghim=(((ifeellikecrying~~~hopehewillbewell..GODBLESSUrainningissoscary...andialmostgotinaccidentals((mummy ar~~~~~feelsohappyafterthe ewingexam=))))))))jumpherejumpthr..runhererunthr...andthnmybloodyhellpocket..dintcatchmymoneyprobably..no wonderfrommorninguntilnightmymoneyiskeepreducing=(so...idonwantosavemoneyalready la!!save=no save..goeatmorebetter..befeipostillgot2moresubjecttogola..sohardla..stupiddrafting..igotnobraininthis..unlikeunlikestilgotChanelshowtogothisweek=)weeeeeeeeeeeandthnherecomestoipohandpenangthisweekend=))))))))))))))))))))hopeitwilbenicela..doubt itLatelyfeelsohatewiththatwomenla..stupiidiotfellow..neverseenastupidwomenlkeher..spoiledwomen'simage..luckyimaboy=)gotnothingtosayla.tiring..wan to kill myself nowgudnite

4 more =)

2009-03-23T09:30:00.000-07:00

tats all for today

fashion sketching exam

4more subject to go=)))))))))))

it's all bout my babies=)

2009-03-22T08:09:00.000-07:00

alright,
just let picture speak everything...

I LOVE YOU ALL...

MUAX~~~

a week like this

2009-03-20T09:04:00.000-07:00

JUST FEEL SO SATISFY AND HAPPY NOW...

Cz of the dinner????

with johnny?

just came back from yamcha with johnny and fei dutdut

talks bout gay stuff..

wat a complicated and dangerous relationship they have

just wishes them la

Mayb im a lucky 1???

This week was like so so many tragedy and drama have happened

angry emo sad tears happy confusing tiring helpless symphathy sorry challenging enjoyable speechless irritating relaxing hurt appreciate lucky hate unbreathable

feel so angry angry angry when someone feeling hurt cz of her stupid bf/love

feel so emo when i cant get a nice workmanship on my project

feel so sad when somebody feeling sad

feel like tearing when feeling touch of my family love

feel so happy when i done reducing my stress,my assignment

feel so confusing with ppl's complicated action and mind

feel so tiring when trying to helping someone

feel so sympathy when someone get in trouble

feel so sorry when like betraying somebody

feel so challenging when wanted to achieve my own target

feel so enjoyable when having down and high in life

feel so speechless when i'm noe i'm noe im goin to lose in this game

feel so irritating when i hate someone to approaching me

feel so relaxing when i lye down on my bed and sleep

feel so hurt when someone treat me like a shit

feel so appreciate to god whenever i am, i am in peace

feel so lucky when i am not a person that i'm not suppose to be

feel so hate when frens is being use by others

feel so unbreathable when every kind of feeling comes together...

GOSHHHHHH

but at last,

a week is still passed by

there is nothing that is more happy than living in this world

NIGHTNIGHT

somebody plsssssssssss

2009-03-18T09:36:00.000-07:00

Im alws the pokai..

i never have a certain job that can give me an income..

i only have outcome and only a giam siap parents..

im so can't survive with the little little income and negative income..

watever la

so used to it d.

argh..

but still i have my need this month..

im so desperate on shopping now..

and i even poor than when i was secondary scul student.

argh

poor me..

if i can shopping nw i will just ask for this much la..

not much oso..

i need to change all my bloody hell clothes in my closet

i need a short wig so that i can dress up myself easily

i need a teddy bear to put inside my bag

i need to treat myself to eat nice food

i need pretty gorgeous fabulous heels since i growing shorter and shorter

i need bagsssssss

i need a new perfume since i broke my perfume..at least give me a Christian Dior la..

i need hats to cover my stupid boom boom hair..so damn many hair..

this all my shopping list la

not much

somebody pls get me all these la=(

just give me money and settle it k!

I'm still not been forgotten

2009-03-16T09:01:00.000-07:00

GOSHHHHHHHHHHHH..

just found out this from HUGE DINO's blog..
Im so touch k..
HAHHAHAH
even ppl i dun get to noe oso miss me???
not bad..
THANK YOU EVERYONE!=)

p/s:
ESPECIALLY U MY BLOODY HELL ANGELYNE~~~~
I LOVE U LIKE I AM A LESBO..
HAHAH

=(

2009-03-16T08:31:00.001-07:00

I hate tis feeling la!!!

SO SO HATE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

can't describe it at all

just feel like killing somebody........

CAN SOMEONE PLS LET ME KILLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL?????????????

So sick

2009-03-14T08:00:00.000-07:00

so sick of dreaming
so sick of missing him
so sick of being alone
so sick of being so tough

so sick of being so rude

so sick of being not wat i wan
so sick of seeing mama moody face
so sick of acting a gud girl infront of mamapapa
so sick of assignments
so sick of staying in home
so sick of my healthy lifestyle
so sick of missing night life
so sick of missing buddy

so sick of being a nerdy face

so sick of being watever

so sick of being cheerful
so sick of driving car
so sick of the stupid sunlight
so sick of seeing ppl tat are 2 faces
so sick of being so fool

so sick of keep thinking

so sick of being so busy
so sick being kind
so sick of worrying my family
so sick of loving them
so sick of so so so many things..

This morning is so down and down again
mama alws trying to ruin my beautiful morning..
aiks
I was so sad and tired with her attitude..
I HATE ARGUEMENT...
Just feel like crying everytime i got argue with anyone especially papamama
I'm alws the loser when i got in arguement..
how sad
i hate arguement so much
because i hate using words tat are hurting ppl when gone insane..
i hate the way mama scold..
she never think of ppl's feeling when she scold..
she just speak watever she like
and just breaking my heart
and just making me tears and tears and tears
i never argue with my fren b4..
so i don wan to argue with my mama oso
i just wan to treat her like i treating my fren..
But she couldn'y understand my feeling at all
or i cant understand her???

hmmm
so watever...
sometimes just feel like being a bad gal like i did last time
wat i do nw is just thinking of my family..
i love them
I don wan 1 of them broke the relationship in a family..
So sick of being a mute when she scolding me..
i want to speak out for my own right

but just forget bout it la
it wont be
i will never win in a arguement..
rather to be a loser oso
save my own energy

aiks..
speechless..
macam mana le??

Lately dream alot..
wat i dream is wat i didn't get to do in reality
i dream i fight back my mama
i dream about him and her
i dream about my buddy
i dream bout my loves one
i dream bout things tat i can't do in reality
these make me feel so MYSELF
i am my own in my dream..
sometime i just don feel like wake up
i want stay in my dream and being myself..
Maybe i wil die in dream one day too???

unpretictable~~~

Nights..
muaxxxxxxxxxx

WOW WEE WAA

2009-03-09T09:48:00.000-07:00

Alright..

this will be the very 1st time that i say that Christian Lacroix is NICE=)

This was the Fall 2009 RTW

These were the lace that they use very well on a women body with the Gold Colour?...

These is GREAT!

I like this to the MAX!

Ribbons was tie on the neckline with flower-printed tights is AWESOME..

How good if i have the flower-printed tights..

so damn COOL..

Damn it!

I don't used to see jacket and I don't really like it...

but i started to like it after i see this...

Not too over and is wearable=)

YENG siao on the street rite!

At last it was plenty fur that they use on the runway which is not wearable for M'sia wheather=(

It was a great collection that i 1st fall in Lacroix=)

Much more wearable with all the daintiness and charm left in

GREAT SHOW!!!

A Nite With BIRTHDAY MAN

2009-03-09T08:20:00.000-07:00

First of all,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY PAPA!!!
The BIG BIG TUMMY MAN....
ILOVEU=)
MUAXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX

Soli la got no cake...

no time to buy..

next time=)

After Rushing home from college then mama decided to go NIU CHE SUI

tot want to treat papa TGI wan..

But seems like mama wanted to help us to save money again..

ISHX...

SO...

watever la..

as parents like=)

We decided to have dinner at FULL HOUSE after that..

We enjoy with the food damn alot..

and talking cock..

and as usual...

mama argue with papa again...

bcz of his big big tummy again..

mama alws feel confused with papa's tummy la..

ISHXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX

Anywhere..

we are still happy bcz we are a FAMILY=)

This is how i enjoy my food and all..

WEEEEEEEEEEEE...

FOOD FOR MY LIFE^^

This is the SISA SISA MAKANAN tat left by my brother..
wasted..

at last i ate that..

ahaha

This is how am i after being a FULL TONG SAMPAH..

HHAHAHHAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

FULLY DIEEEEEEEEEEEE

OF COURSE LA!

I wasted my 1week salary on this meal ma..

so pepet..

HOW POOR I AM!!

After that we went for bowling match lo..

we played 2 games..

and thn everybody hands is patah..

and im the POKAI LOSER...

hmmm..

so watever la..

lose then lose la..

Im still full of confident on winning next time..

haha

and then tonite's winner was MAMA...

She damn GENG la rite..

She used to help baby Lap the pepet shit..

Tats y can aim the "bowling thingy" so CHUN la..

And then she like so proud of it...

thick skin face betul..

Another think skin face like me....

like mother like daughter..

ahhaha

Today is so happy...

Hope everyday wil just be like this..

I LOVE MY FAMILY...

This is 1 of the happiness that i wanted for this long..

I'll keep it on=)

MUAX...

LOVES<3

HAPPY BIRTHDAY YSL=)

2009-03-07T01:33:00.000-08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JONATHAN LIANG~~~

u looks great here...HAHHAHA...

Wish u always happy and wealthy...

WUhooo~~~

GODBLESSU=)

=(

2009-02-28T07:52:00.000-08:00

HEY EVERYONE
I'm officially move to jungle already..
it been a few months for me not meeting my friendsssssss d.......
=(

Looking forward to the term breakkkkkkkkkkkkkkk....
WUHoooooooooooooooooooooooohooooooooooooooo

Personality Test

2009-02-26T02:18:00.000-08:00

AHHAHAHHA..
Takes a few hours to play with this analysis...
too relax alr..ahha

Here is the analysis:

My Personal Love Style
You desire a love that will last forever. You are quite serious about finding this type of love, and that's why you think carefully about the men that you meet before deciding whether you could really love them. You don't just develop a crush on someone overnight: you look at a person's personality and other aspects of their life before deciding to form an attachment. If a guy doesn't meet your expectations, you would rather be alone. Your love has to be perfect. Be careful though, you could be missing out on some worthy relationships because your standards are so high.

What Does Being a Fren Really Mean to u
You value your friendships: 70%
You love your friends very much - so much so that it's actually quite a worry. You may not be able to cope very well when you do lose somebody's friendship. You are a very sensitive and fragile person, and are therefore likely to get upset easily. You care for your friends and are willing to do anything that they ask you to do. Sometimes this can make your friends think that you are a bit of a nuisance. Nevertheless, people do really love you because your highest priority is your friends.

Are u Nosy???
Nosy Level: 100%
You have a wild and crazy imagination, and this can lead you to being very nosy as you strive to check out whether your theories are true. You get very occupied with your own thoughts and create fantastic stories out of the things that you think are happening in people's lives. It might be a good idea to concentrate more on your own life.

Jealousy Test
Jealousy Level: 65%
You are a jealous person but you try not to let it show
You often get very jealous of others but you are successful at controlling your emotions publicly. When you feel that other people are winning things that you deserve, you get very upset, but you won't hurt anybody else by making a scene. Your jealousy is private. You might, for example, cry yourself to sleep at night when you get really jealous of someone.

MARRIAGE
How you control your husband, who will lead the family and who will be led?
You wouldn't give him a clue on how to understand you better. You are very direct, hot-tempered and authoritative. And he must listen and obey to what you say. If you can find someone who understands your true nature, the relationship will go on

How will you choose your Mr Right?

No matter how many men you have beating a path to your front door, when it comes to picking Mr Right, you'll listen to your parents. Not only will you become weary of all your suitors, deep down you don't quite trust your own judgment.

Who will be your future Mr Right?

Your future hubby will be lovely and sweet, but a little immature - possibly even a spoilt brat! This guy will trigger your maternal instinct. You'll always be willing to watch his back and clean up his mess. He might be the same age as you are or even younger.

When will you get married?

As soon as you fall in love, you'll want to grab your man and hang on to him. You will probably marry very young, so it would be wise of you to think carefully before committing.

What sort of wife will you be?

If your hubby is crazy enough to ask you to do silly things, you may as well have fun with him. You'll make a fun-loving wife.

Will you and your husband have a good time together?

You and your spouse will choose to spend time on more romantic activities. You won't end up quite as healthy, but you'll have plenty of fun going out for drinks, watching concerts or playing cards at home with other friends.

What will your children be like?

Your kids will be quiet and won't give you a hard time - they'll be a joy to have around. However, you should teach them to be stronger and more confident in themselves. Otherwise they might grow up to be losers.

How loyal are you?

You get along very well with most guys. Sometimes your friendliness misleads others to think that you're a bit of a flirt, but actually you've got a loyal heart. You'll never have eyes for anyone except your beloved husband.

CARES
You can take care of all members in the group very well. You make sure that everybody gets his or her plates during mealtime. You act like a caring mother all the time.

CHUN huh???

2009-02-26T02:00:00.000-08:00

Alright..
I found this Link from Angel's Blog..
Kinda CHUN la...

http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx

This is get to knows urself more..lets try

Your view on yourself:

You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:

You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

Your views on education

Education is less important than the real world out there, away from the classroom. Deep inside you want to start working, earning money and living on your own.

The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:

You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.

Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

a day of TERRIBLE,HORRIBLE and AWFUL

2009-02-26T00:56:00.000-08:00

can i say this is the 2nd time of scary day in my life?
yes it is...

The very 1st scary happening was bcz of human being...
and this time was natural disaster...

this morning i getting so so well after my sick for few days...
and nw left some flu..
so i am so so damn happy
I found that my period came this morning whn having class...
and ok..
just like usual la..
somehow painful started after an hour...
and it is SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO PAINNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN

I TEARSSSSSS...
pain until i have just 1 drop of TEARS???
=(((((((
I just feel like killing myself 10 times...
it lying on the chair like a dead body..
even the panadol is not functioning...
I wanted to go home as fast as i can...
but i cant.
i scare i wil faint and driving half way
so failed...
And thx to jean buy me a HOT HOT TAU FU FA even herself also suffering from menstruation pain too...ishx..
and Huizhong brought me a cup of HOT WATER

MUAXXXXX....
THANKS BABE...
im lucky enuf tat have frens around me to caring me...
thx to others too...
im alws appreciating...

and then...
i have to move my ass to draping class now..
force to bcz junior have to use the class..
so i force to walk under the sun...
walk with my weak weak leg and eyesight....
i can only see sunlight and everything bright infront of me..
i just feel like faint on the road and let ppl carry me up to the class...
sighhhhhhhhhhhh.......................

i quickly sit on the chair and lye on the table..
and die 1 more time...
after suffer for few hours..
i fall asleep..
but still i am half awake bcz of some ppl is calling "kittie"
and i got no strength to open my mouth to answer k

here come to 3pm...
im better better much...
and so i wanted to drive home...
but rain hold me again..
ishx...

meanwhile, rain had stop
so i faster ran to my car and drive home..
somehow...
heavily rain come AGAIN...
holy shit..
Traffic jam start from just 3pm??????????????????

Now my painful is come again..
I am so so so worried nw...
rain falls heavilly and cars drove so so so so slow..
and of course me too...
i am so so so so so SCAREEEEEEEE~~~~~~
MUMMY ARRRRRRRRRRR~~
Jam is all the way until my home..

it was so so so scary..
i avoid KL's jam by smart tunnel and thn continue jam on the highway........
OH MY GODDDDDDDDDDDD...
I NEVER NEVER NEVER wants to drive whn heavily rain next time...
it was a bad bad bad experience for me...

Flood is everywhr k...
i so afraid of my car will spoil on the half way...
and i so angry with those so called BIG CARS passing my car..
so they thinks they can drive so fast bcz of their car is HUGE la isit???
Flush all the water until i cannot see the path and stop my car!!!
really BULLY and INSULT ME!!!

I drive my car to 1 path by 1 path..
it was all floor in the lower land...
mayb i will fall in a big hole if i am unlucky..
i pray to god for letting me back to home safely...
i wish everyone too..
i feel so unhappy whn i think of accident that happens bcz of this stupid rain........
they was so many unlucky person in the world..
And i see even a WAJA SAGA and xxx stopped at 1 side bcz of cant pass through the most worst flood at Bukit jalil...
and i KANCIL so so so so small..
until my car is 1/3 sinked in the flood..
and i just force my car pass through that path..
what in my mind is just HOME HOME HOME!!!!...
Painful is no longer stay in my mind nw..

after an hour in the disaster...
i finally REACHED!
THX TO GOD..
I LOVE YOU

and i rush in the home and wanted to tell my whole day of afraid to my mom..
but she is like "huh huh huh??what u talking about" and thn got no respon alr..
wthhhhhhhh
i got no more strenght to be sad nw...
so watever...
i walk to my room and WTFFFFFFFF
my room's roof is LEAKING????????????????????????????????????????
ON MY BED AND PILLOW??????????????????????
wat a poor day...

and watever...
so i take my a very HOT bath..
=)
getting well after all..
wats makes me happy is my mom..
i smile...
mummy i love u..
She serve me a bowl of PROTEIN + BUBUR CACAR...
winkssssssssssss^.*
She got the Best Cook as inherit from my grandmother...
I LOVE YOU MY MUMMY!!!
MUAX MUAX MUAX..........

it isn't that bad today rite...
Rain gone and painful gone now..
beatiful sky and cheerful come again...

=)))))))))))))))

Thx for everything that appear in my day again...
ciaoz

Dead Body

2009-02-12T04:42:00.000-08:00

Lately eat damn damn little..
no apetite at all..
duno wats wrong..
feel so headache
feel so dizzy

my mom damn damn damn annoying..
makes me feel so ggggggrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr..
tot i bluff her alot..
said i alws fight with her..
come on la.
i got no time to fight with u la.
is u keep GEK PO GEK PO..
no eyes see..
heart feel so pain=(

last nite onli slept 4hours..
Cannot stand for today Joseph's class alr..
wat i see is so blur..
damn headache..
so finally i drove back home..
straight lye on the bed and sleep like a dead body..

and thn...
i started to dream as usual..
today's dream is so so so SPECIAL..
is a BIG HUGE NIGHTMARE..
this is the second time i dream like this agian..
I dream alot alot stuff..
and i wanted to wake up..
but i cant wake up in the reality..
just keep waking up in the dream....
GOSHHHHHH..

this is not a simple nightmare such as ghost or wat..
but is everything tat i alws in my mind...

and here comes to my dream..

I think it started from my bestie birthday..
i made a cake and i wanted to give her..
and somehow i meet her in the carefour with Desmond and Simon i think...
ok well..
thn i gave her the cake..
and suddenly something fall down..
and i just escape from the dangerous thing..

and thn...
here comes to Valentine..
i couple with my cousin KENT
hahhaha..
and he gave me a handmade cupcake..
its so nice..
but he told me is made by his ex gf..
hahahha
wtffffffffffffffffffffff..
anyway, it's so tasty..
He knew I'm still loving hanhan..
so he try to hide every stuff tat related to hanhan..
but i can still found it, bcz its my dream=)

Then here comes to a scary accident..
I alws wish i can witness a accident happens in my reality world..
and thn i dream bout it.
LOL
I witness a School Bus crash with a car..
and thn all of the student in the Bus is FULLY DEAD!
Tat is all blood on the road..
some of the student's hand broke and head oso..
OMG OMG
it is so so so so horrible and scary..
i asked myself to wake up and i did wake up
but is just wake up in the dream..
tat means i stil haven wake up in the reality world...

since i alr wake up in the dream..
then i walk out from my house again and started to drive..
i dunno who i fetching and whr am i going..
but I knew i have accident now..
LOL
as wat i think alws in the reality too..
i alws thinks i wil die anytime whenever i drive
im not cursing myself..
but it might happen oso rite..
cz i drive like a COW..
i dream a bus drive over my car..
and my car roof is off..
and i forget wats happen next.....

i wanted to wake up again whn i got in accident...
but fail again..
wake up in the dream again...

Now I dream my Pet Father...
He paid all my education fee..
A big WOW!
and it was a BIG HUGE CHEQUE for me..
hahhahaha
i tot it was REAL...
sob but its not..

and finally i dream bout john too..
i duno wat happen oso..
I HUG HIM..
HAHHAHA..
funny funny..
duno wats happen..
but WATEVER la..

Tats all i rmb in my dream la
After i wake up,
everything stil fresh in my mind..
a very impressive dream to me again

Night night

Just Craping

2009-02-10T09:10:00.000-08:00

wat a lame day i have today..
having my clumsy day..
everything tat i do in college cnt do nicely
very angry..
so fed up with my denim assignment..
ugly shit...
bleach until so yong sui..

recently being so so so hyperactive...
cz of ntg to confused with nw..
alws being so relax and playful
something makes me thinks bout last friday..
i did a damn devil things..
and i cant stop laughing whn i thinking of it..
i laugh whn i driving, even whn i am bathing..
hahaha..
dumbdumb kai jie..
bcz of she wanna helps me
my shoes drop on her face CHUN CHUN..
yaaaa... PIAK!
AHHA
ppl thinks im crazy whn i laughing bcz of it..
but its reali funny la if u guys can witness it k...
laugh until my tear my shh shh oso come out..
hahah

so..
valentine is coming..
i plan alot things to do la..
but got no time..
anywy..
i will try my best..
and AIKO just say he will give me a present..
HHAHAHA
oh yea DEAL!!!!!!!
i will give him a handmade UNDERWEAR..
weeeeeeeeeeee

My classmate-CHEW XUAN mayb is goin to stop her course alr la..
aiks..
feel sad of it..
i bet that she is so sad nw to leaving all of us??
hmmmmmm
wish everything fine thr..
all the best to her..
i will alwws appreciate that i can continue my fashion course thr=)

Nowsaday alws hang around at Mid Valley and The Gardens with JOHN YSL
until the workers thr cn remember us i think..
KAKKAKA...
the dumb ass...
alws teasing me..
feel like slapping him!!
PEPET JOHN
I HATE U AR!!
But im alr used to it la..
tease la tease la..
i don mind..
THANK YOU BABE
Im gonna give u a GOK FA on valentine's day=)

and i just find out something from the website.
and it says guys can extend their life by starring at girl's boobs 30mins everyday..
HAHHAHHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
WTF WEIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII

wuakakkakaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

and here's something make me feel world is so so so realistic again..
wthhhh
i am speechless with it..
just don wn to speak out..
later john tease me again..
chibet john ruin in my life
+.*

wa..
so sleepy now..
regret to accompany aiko and bee to chat..
time to bed.....
tata..GOODNITE

Busy On too Freedom

2009-02-02T06:07:00.000-08:00

nowasday feeling so gud..
nothing to confused with..
my heart feel damn damn free...

my big big freedom from my heart^^

today so gud mood..

went for dye hair..

dye all black..

wanna dye red..

but something mistake ...

so have to dye again after 2weeks...

looks forward to next next monday thn=)

in the afternoon i continue my fashion sketching..

damn SUX

cant draw a nice pic and paint a nice pic...

see..thats something fail on painting..

tats y i paint it to black colour d...

SOB

but don't care la..

just pass it up to JOSEPH

let him laugh again..

AHHAHA

GUDNITE=)