(= JINGLE BELL =)

It's Merry Christmas!
A day for Jesus Christ !!!

24.12.08

(X'mas eve)

Today i slept the whole day just to wait the night come.

Xian said that she will go to poppy with yian..

So i just decided to follow them..

In the same time,

Xian told that macha is going too..

So macha will fetch us to the club as usual=)

Somehow,

Macha called...

asked me to drive due to he crashed his car..

GGGgggRRRrrrrrr

So bad,

asked me to be driver again...

at 1st i have to be my cousin's driver,

to the pyramid..

thn only go to fetch macha and xian...

wat's a pity eve..

Due to im driving so i have to responsible in everything..

so i didn't drink much tat night..

It's Poppy..
The 1st time im been thr..
=)
its really crowded...
SO SO SO SO MANY PEOPLES...
Not really enjoy cause have to be a responsible driver..
But still ok la...
Looking around..
seeing wats peoples do...
This is the 1st time i never goes tipsy or drunk..
so i watched alot things..
AHHAHA..

ppls kissing around...
The gal that next table having french kissing with the fatty..
Ppls hugging around..
ppls shouting around..
ppls go so high around...
ppls make a mess with the glasses...
ppls molesting each others..
and i got molested by a stupid bastard malay piggggg..
GGGGGGGGGRRRRRRRRrrrrrrr..
just feel like whacking him !!


after 3something..
we went out from the club and sitting outside..
take caring those stupid drunker..
all gone high and shouting each others SOHAI....
hahhaha..
wats a rude...

I think is a lucky and oso a unlucky night for us..
on the way home..
there are reali a road block..
im lucky tat i never drink..
wuhooooooo~~~
and finally we reach home safely...
That night me and yian sleeping in xian's house..



25.12.08
(MERRY CHRISTMAS!!)


The next morning..
i woke up at 8am..
lol
i wanted to go home..
but my beg left in the stupid Dinosaur's room...
and she cnt even hear i knocking the door...
I been waiting about 1hour in the toilet..
And i went downstair..
and chat with her mom again..
Her mom was nagging again..

I talked with aunty for 2hours i guess...
And i knows more bout them again..


And i have things to tell u babe:


Sometimes ur mom was right...
U have to wake up d..
i don wish u 2 alws be like tat..
and i reali don't wish u continue being a fool d..
You are lucky to born in this family...
luckier than others alot alot alot..
why don't u appreciate it??
why would u alws saying "watever"??
It doesn't matter whose wrong...
She still ur mom..
and don't make it worst and worst d..

Im alws supporting wat u do as long as u happy..
I don't want to bother much in ur family's case too..
But as a gud fren..
Even if u not happy,
I can't juz don't bother it..
DON'T STUBBORN
DON'T "WATEVER"
They born u they feed u they gave everything to u..
They love you more than everyone..
Don't break their heart once and once again...
Think wise, lucky gal =)
I AM SERIOUS


LOVE YA FREN!


After that i went home and wrap all the present..
and went to relative house to exchange present..
Go eat lunch and so on..

These my aunt and me...lol

It's aunt fone camera..

blur like shit..

hahah..

cant see anything..

Im reali tired today..

sleep at 5am and woke up so early..

I fall asleep while the house party is on..

hahahha..

At the night...
mom said that she wants to visit NIU CHE SUI a outdoor shopping complex..
We have our dinner in the noodle shop i guess..
we have fun before the dinner..
hahahha
childish and noisy...
Last time i doens't have a gud relationship with my family...
Somehow i change alot..
Everything now is so so so so fine..
and really can feel the warm in the house=)

ILOVEYOUMYFAMILY
AND
LOVEYOUJESUSCHRIST

MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!

Hi hi to freedom again =)

3rd TERM IS END!!!!!
yeahoooooooooooooooooooooooooo~~~
and i am still alive=))))
This term is really torturing my spirit, my body..
hahaha..
and now is end..
say bye bye~~~~

Gain alot of knowledge in this term too..
Did alot of garments =)


A drawstring blouse and a men's shirt for sewing application 2.


A cowl neckline dress for drafting.


Shawl notched blouse for Drafting 2


Blouse project for Drafting 2.


Blouse project for Draping 2.


This term..
i learned how to beading on my garment.
it aint so nice..
But i am still satisfy with it..
due of tease by lecturer that "wa, so ambitious ar u??"
At last i did it in 1day b4 due date..
I had slept for 6 hours in between these 3days
wow~~
1st time for me..
i'm so happy now and i juz wan to sitting, sleeping, eating, without worries..
=)
WWWWWWWWWEeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~

12-12-2008 =)

This morning woke up at 9am
Have to prepare to go mid valley and buy fabric for my insufficient ruffles...
In the same time have to bring my cousin to sungei wang...


We have a walk in Mid Valley, this is the two stupid bos tat i need to fetch to KL...

Thanks god today..
i got no any problem when sewing my ruffles...
weeeehuuuuuuuuuu...
Until 8pm..
i have to go...
To send they two stupid bos back to home..
Im a great great driver huh..

My precious ruffles tat i sewn hardly=(


Nothing special today..

But tonite is special..

look at the moon..

It is so bright tonite!!

goshhhhhhhh...........

damn nice weiiiiiii

Lastly..

This is some picture tat is HOT HOT HOT in the scul today..

Freaking funny and OMGGGGGGGGGG...

laugh till i wan to die...

This is why we need to study in fashion..

HAHAHAHHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

Ciaoz...

Dont laugh like shit ya..

HAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

xx.12.2008

hmmm...
Not sure wat date is now la...
busy until i dunno the date at all...
hahaha...

Today i have my busy day as usual...
went to college...
very very angry with my stupid fabric...
POLYESTER LACROIX and CHIFFON...
"they" are enemy!!
they cant stick together and let me sew probably!!!
I feel like crying already=(
I been in school since 10am to 4pm...
but i onli sewn 1 and a half of the ruffles
=((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((

I pissed off cz of this dumb dumb thing...
1st time feel so hard with assignment...
ishxishxishx...

Then i go home lu...
It's raining...
road is wet..
SCARE SCARE...
but still wan to drift...
so tat can reach home as fast as i can..
ahahhass...

Went back home thn do my CAD's assignment...
I enjoying this assignment..
can draw draw draw..
WUhooooooooo~~~

Then play play piano...
thn play play baby...
thn feed feed cousin eat dinner..
Ahhahah...
not bad not bad..
feel so smart..
can do so many things in 1 time...
hahahha...

8pm came....
Need to fetch my brother and his gf from Pyramid...
GGGGgggggggRRRRrrrrrr...
I alws be the DRIVER since i have my license...
goshhhhhhhhh...
actually don't mind fetching ppl wan la...
But juz nw i reali feel like a driver..
They sit behind me...
and chit chat chit chat...
GGGGRRRRRRrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr...

Last time i pak tuo also got no ppl fetch me ar..
Need to curi curi take teksi take bus walk walk walk under the sunlight........
=((((((((((((((((((((((((
How i wish i have a bf fetch me nw...
from home to college from college to home...
from Malaysia to Paris from Paris to Malaysia..
HAHHAHAHHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA....
Stupid me...

Aiya...about 9months i never pak tuo d la..
feel so syok yet so boring...
no one to worry with...
no one to caring with...
no one to GAN JEONG with...
so so free..
free until i dunno wat i doin in this damn 2008....
feel like a clumsy ppl passing the year...
wat a stupid 18...

But is good for me now...
i have no time to talk bout love nw...
summore SINGLE is the best...
let me spot and aim next target probably 1st...
thn EAT!!
hahahhaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
omgggggggggg...
i think i better study probably 1st...
look forward to the future as wat i think last time...
don't stop don't stop

Then...

After reach home..
Got a call from cousin xuanxuan...
ask me to FETCH her and her fren to Sungei Wang tomorrow..
ishxishxishxishxishx...
=((((((((((((((((((
i am so so so speechless...

T o d a y i s a d u m b d u m b d a y b u t s t i l l p a s s i t w i t h a s m i l e a n d H A H A H A


MAMAMIAAAAAAAAA
I ENJOYING TO LIVE IN THIS WORLD LAAAAA~~~~~~~
weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee^^

pepet nite

goshhhhh...
I hate this nite..
spoiled my plan..
It was 1238am alr...
but still haven sleep...
actually plan to sleep earlier and finish my assignment..


But...
Kenny macha ask me to keng gai..
due to he got some problems...
ishx..
make me wasted my time and plan..
GGGGGGGGrrrrrrrrrRRRrrrrrr...

and it was a uneasy nite to few of my guy's fren...


O broke up with his gf, and find me to chitchat, thn blablabla....(finally he taste it!)


J argue with his mom, duno wats wrong...muz be due to his strict strict and fierce fierce mom...

Y used Hui to start a conversation in msn, and date me to genting...WT*********...Y is the stupid asshole EX EX !!!... i still damn piss off and hurt bcz of him....so unforgettable...but still...he dare to find me and date me to thr again!!... argh fu*KKKKKKKKKK........speechless...for sure i reject...don try to date me anymore since tat damn HURTFUL thing had happen....NO MORE!!! I will never find a JIN GAK n JIN GAK bf anymore!!!!!


K confusing with his lovely gal...goshhhh...the damn bloody gal P....She got bf but thn said K got no income...tats y she reject K's love....arghhhhhhhhh!!! wat world is this!!!??? COME ON LA...Ur bf is juz a insurans boy and K is still in a education + got big income from his family...BLOODY HELL...Blind oso noe K is better la...STUPID IDIOT DUMB DUMB, love money but duno how to distinguish the value of the guys....


The onli guy tat make me happy to chat with is PAUL...ahhaha...The Lame Asss..
he is so hard to... so hard to communicate with...due to he is introvert...so...how much i noe about him??? is juz 50% ...but its ok...our conversation is alws that LAME ever..better and relaxing...no stress...my best BIATCH^^


Today i hav my normal day as usual...
laugh laugh laugh, jump jump jump,assign assign assign
so tats all....
GUD NITE TO U STUPID NITE


(sorry to use rude words here, it just expressing one ppl's feeling)

Step in the F

WOW!!

a big WOWW!!

i juz passed by my lecterur's blog...
and there is a article that i STRONGLY AGREE with!!!
GOSHHHHH...

"The truth is i HATE the fashion industry! I hate the people in the industry - rude, selfish and pretentious people! To be in this group of so-called fashion designer, you have to step on other
people's head, back stabbing each other and pretend to be someone you are not. Being a shy and
true to myself, i forbid myself from this fashion designer's world."


OMGGG..
He is juz so true...
What he said is just as what i am thinking of...


Had been 8months i in this fashion course...
although is just 8months that short...
But i learned alot, see alot, tasted alot...
Everything like is juz so NEW, WOW, GOSH, OMG, .....
This is what calls FASHION...


After stepped in this industry..
I feel like missing...
Everything is just so abnormal to me...
increasing my fashion knowledge, and specially bout PEOPLES...
Peoples all around u is juz so UNDESCRIBABLE...
Everyone seems so different from outside...
Even me, myself felt that i am being abnormal after being in this industry...
Why huh???
i really wish to get a BEST answer ever...


So far,
i knows quite alot of different peoples..
and it really feel so scary and panic to me..
Worried maybe???
Not worried because of assignment..
but bout the surrounding...


Everything is just so new and still uneasy to me..
but i knows i still need to used to it..
So just leave this problems a side...
still wanna being myself...
Smile, laugh, fooling, playing, ignorant, stupid...



DON'T CARES~~~~

Wuahaha

I dunno why...
i so freaking likes to laugh...
Once i wake up in the morning i smile=)
once i see my breakfast i smile..
once i wash my body i smile..
once i see food i smile..
once i watch horror movie i smile..
smiling really lighten up a ppl's day la...
I wish i'll still laughing when i die..
hahhaha....



Have been 3days didn't wash my hair la..
Not smelly at all la..
instead of nicer and easier to handle..
feel so proud of it la please...
although is itchy..
hahhaha..



I dunno wat's wrong yesterday,
chat with my ex and noe that he got gf but still...
i dunno wat should i feel..
cz in the same time...
The BASTARD Alwin call me and keep on saying sorry...
stupid idiot dumbdumb..
Dunno what he wants..
keep saying sorry but dun wan tell me any reason...
i feel kinda happy yet so angry...
DAI SEH AR!!
The consequence of never listen to me.
ggggrrrrrrrr..



Today i got my class as normal la..
CAD class...
Doing the dumbdumb assignment...
i freaking like this scul la..
Can online when u having class..
Radio can on as loud as in the clubling...
so high, so syok...
Can run can shout in the class...
student can smoke with lecturer..
Hottie bitches are all around..
Everyday have new fashion to see...
Leng zai can see but cannot eat..
wa, so challenging...
can restrain from seduction...hahha
hahhahha
ARGHHH...
Love this stupid yet so YENG Scul la..
hahhaha..


And then we have Avis's class...
"GAC" class..
sien seh...
toking cock in the class again...
This few days the all horny topics never stop from our gang's mouth...
everyone seems so horny now..
ahhahha
seriously im not la!! haha..
just missing the time tat enjoying toking bout 18sx...
WOW!!!
It's the hot topic ever!!

Guess what they doing??? OMG...

they really LAUGH SEH ME!!!

John was teaching us how to measure a "dick" length and width...

Just using the finger to measure..

hahah

The picture above showing that the "dick" got 12fingers long...

hahhaa

see how's that gal desperate and the horny face..

hahahhaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

Proffesor John said that asian normally have 2fingers width only..

HAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

And the Hottest Topic today is:

Will u help a guy to blow job if he give u 5 Million????

And the answer that i strongly agree is this women's ans...

ishx

(i will! At least im the smartest Slut in the world.)

GOSHHH...

Another stupid day,was buying fabric in Harisons...

We got alot of picture thr..

at last, The idiot say "sorry, no shooting"

hahhaha...

stupid,

We alr done our camwhoring that time la...

It was MIFW 2008 last week...

Going there and support Swee Ling the senior..

Its a funny show..

the outfit couldn't attract me

instead of..

models showing their cellulite on the legs..

Fats at the back...

skin probs..

some said ah gua face..

and they got no model's looks...

gosh..

Its a Disappointed wednesday show...

Last week..

even on saturday,

i have to accompany this handsome bloody hell...

to finish his MIFA's works..

He is gud tho...

not as bad as wat i think...

it's fun if knowing him more=)

Camwhoring when helping this Alwyn C to finish his outfits...

This is the helmet and mask that nit to use on the show case...

And this is all the future fashion designer...

weeeee^^

Got no much foto of MIFA here la..

Go search urself in google la..

hahha..

At last, a picture tat wearing that pepet(behind) men's shirt...

nice, i like!

wuahaha

This week will onli busy on final project and exam...

so...

Tataa...

wish me luck^^

朦胧的爱

现在已是12点凌晨了。。。

我打算早点睡。。。

打算便睡便听歌。。。

岂知，

听见了“莆公英的约定”

就是我跟他的歌。。。

越听就越伤心。。

还流了我许久没流的泪。。

好伤感。。。

回想起一起渡过的圣诞节前夕。。。

回想起他的用心与诚意。。。

回想起你打动我的心的时候。。。

回想起你不停地为我。。。

回想起我们在那海上飘浮的阳光。。

回想起你对我那失望的样子。。。

回想起你无微不至地照顾我。。。

回想起你看见我流泪的样子。。。

回想起你在那你我的第一个夜晚的眼神。。。

回想起你的话。。。

回想起我们怎样开始远离。。。
回想起那个泪流满面的那晚。。

回想起那想念你的痛苦。。。

回想你离开我的时候。。。

虽是那短短的时间。。。

但却让我学会了很多东西。。。

让我成长了很多。。。
也是令我深深感到爱的时候。。。

我很后悔。。。

我终于明白那后悔的感觉了。。。

要是那时我听你话，

就不会发生不该发生的事了。。。

目睹你那伤心难过的样子，

我现在开始觉得痛了。。

要不是我那么叛逆的话。。

也许我会跟懂得把握跟你在一起的机会与甜蜜了。。。

真的很抱歉。。。

虽蒙蒙胧胧之下被你抛了。。。

但我还是觉得我对你不起。。。

虽你曾回过来。。

可我的心已害怕得不敢要了。。。

也许跟你一点也不配是对的。。。

我不会去挽回。。。

如果是我的就是我的。。。

也许分开也是一件好事。。。

听说你已有另一个了。。。

虽有些不高兴。。

但希望你们会开心吧。。。

偶尔也想起我好吗？？

=)

Night in Middle

It was late..
And i should sleep at this time...
But i cant sleep yet due to doing my assignment...

I read lots of my fren's blog...
And i know all of them are doing well...
I'm happy with that...

Angelyne was having her great time with her LOVE again...
and she got Wai Yian now...
She goes so crazy with her...
Maybe is good for her???
cause this is what i hope to see...
As crazy as before,
as happy as a children...

And Seo (brothers)...
He is doing well i think so..
He got his own life now...
with all of his fren...
Hope he is happy now..
and can get another good pussy=)
Don't get hurt again....

Next is the alfred Au...(the white goat)
He is totally a mama boy..
But i likes he being that...
good boy...
He got his nice life too...
with loving his Caroline??hahha
erm...
still that hardworking in his college...
cause of his parents i think..
His parents is strict~~
wowww~~

Andrew(brothers)...
the big man...
kakakka...
His blog not update yet i think..
so just wishes him la...

The Pik Kei ar... (strong women)
She seems so pity but yet so strong...
She got alot of scar in her heart...
But i think she can stand up no matter what...
She damn strong weiiiii...
She working and study hard for her future now lo....
is quite tough la...

And AH bee ( the pinky)
haiz..
dunno what she doing...
no contact at while..
her heart only got her bf i think...
I think she consider as a house wife now..
HAHAHHA..
doim everything just for kitkit...
wish her fine there nia la...

and me myself...
busying on assignment??
but i enjoy it...
Enjoying torture by the assignment..
hahhas
and i got no one to talk with now...
I just one somebody that really sincere to talk with me...
but no one...
hope i will still fine with all this stupid day...

For all those frens that i got no their blog or what...
I cant know much bout them la..
I wish them always in good condition and happy...
especially the one i care so much..
but cant see and cant knows about him...
Just wish everything fine there babe...
You're great enough...

The Love Concept of Mine

Love is patient,
Love is Kind.
It does not envy,
It does not boast,
It is not proud.
It is not rude.
It is not self-seeking,
It is not easily angered,
It keeps no record of wrongs.
Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth.
It always protects,
Always trusts,
Always hopes,
Always perseveres.

1 Corinthians 13: 4-7

I love this phrase...
It feels peaceful to me=)

Rubbish in my bag

Since so long i didn't post blog here...

I got lots of rubbish to write at here la...

last few day i wasted alot of time=(

i went to Neway the Ktv..
OMGGG...
I don't really go this kind of boring place..

but something push me thr on that day...

with my stupid dumb dumb colleague...

We actually plan to buy fabric for ours blouse final project la...

somehow i say wan to release stress in neway..

Then we go there without hesitate...

HAHAHHA

We sang alot of songs...

Including the kids songs la..

HAHHAHA...

from right: me, hui zhong, jean and chew xuan

kinda enjoy...

after KTV..

we went to the textile shop,

unlucky it was close..

hahha

Another pussy day,

It was CAD and Garment@Composition Class..

somehow lecturer say that class is cancel...

so i and my fren went to see fabric again...

We went to hui zhong's dad restaurant la..

call "Leng Tong" meaning nice soup..

hahha

freaking nice lo..

i like i like!!!^^

After that, i went back to college and plan to continue my work...Unlucky again..

Due to someone got Dengki and our college,...

so got to spread mosquitocide in the whole college..

including the class room..

sob...

so i got to go home when having jam....

=(

I found that my dad talk less to us already in this few weeks...

And he started sleep so early every night..

so i hardly see him when i at home..

due to he go out early in the morning..

and i was back home from college late in the night..

And he already slept..

Mayb he having sick??

hmmmm...

But at least last saturday i came home so late but he never scold me...

instead of hugging his booster and waiting me at the living room...

I knew he still worry even i ask him don worry and sleep 1st...

awww...

pain in my heart...yet so touch..

muax daddy <3

Recently i just keep busying on my assignment..

Got no time to do another things...

Hope i wont die after the term end..

hahahha..

I got no more love life since the day i change my number...

It feel nice ...

But also a bit boring...

But still i prefer this feeling...

Better than i bringing something makes me suffer in my life...

No any confidence to makes me fall in love again..

Just let it continue until i desperate on it..

kakakkaka...

Got when out with this dumb dumb oso la..

Dunno what's wrong with him...

always tease me, "zha" me...

really a good opponent...

this 3days he went Singapore..

Dunno for what...

Must be shopping...

Rich like shit but say himself not rich...

GGGrrrrrr

Went to T.G.I Fridays when with the johnny...

Dunno what's wrong...

I cant finish the food..

Feel so sad...

used to finish all the food...

but cant finish TGI's food...

mayb due to alot of cheeseeeeeeeeee....

like 10 bottles cheese in 1 plate mee...

Haiz...

fat seh fat seh...

Give john ZAT SEH...

=(

Today I got a bad day???

Should be staying at home..

But force to go to college and accompany the Alwyn....

When we go for mamak...

My car "Dead" after finish the meal...

I feel so bad...

feel so sad...

Have to rely on daddy again..

Daddy actually need to attend a dinner at Klang...

but..

cause of me..

He got to cancel..

He bought a new battery for the car...

But it doesn't work!!

arghhhhhhh...

Bad carrrrrrrrr...

dadddy never say anything instead of bring me to japanese restaurant as wat i want...

Zhan Mai lu....

=(

feel so thanks to my daddy...

Whenever i have problem..

Once i ask for...

For sure he appear!!

I LOVE YOU BAPA