30/04/2009

thrusday

  • over sleep
  • pergi sekolah, lucky no jam no late,chun chun
  • aisha's sewing class...boring~ cant sit probably to see the Demo
  • finish sew my homework today..wuahaha
  • my breakfast and lunch is protein, tomato and nugget and juice...lol
  • ciao pepet treat me very gud, give me 4piece of nugget even he nit alot of food too..haha..thx for ur HUGE lunch
  • all the way jam to WAREHOUSE SALE...
  • queue danm long...1st time see..wuakakkaka
  • not much thing is nice inside...onli smelly and big size clothes...cz all S have taken by small size Malaysian..ahha
  • finally i met hanhan..hahah...is another han la...
  • comes to dinner..automatically, john order for me and pay for me oso...he damn sayang me i knows...thx babe
  • everybody sayang me i noe...
  • everybody care me
  • everybody treat me very gud...
  • i am not alone at all=)
  • then fetch johnny and debbie home...
  • i prove that earth is realli round to myself now...
  • i tot of using another to go home to avoid the jam...
  • mana tau duno how to turn to my house way so i keep drive all the way straight..
  • until i see john's condo again...hahahhaha...
  • then have to stuck in the jam...lol...how stupid i am
  • i cut my fringe lately...not realli nice but my hair become famous in this week..wuaha
  • lion, mop, japanese ghost, china mui, YSL mushroom head, coconut tree...lol
  • i desperately nit hair extension!
  • I need i want i WANT!!!!!!
  • give me money mummy, dont be stingy please...
  • my birthday wil celebrating at poppy..
  • it's my very 1st time to celebrate with a bunch of peoples...
  • kinda worried and scary i think...totally SCARE
  • my birthday wil be on Mother's day too...
  • hmmmm.. so i have to spend money on mama even is my birthday..
  • pokai tho
  • Maggie for supper...last round
  • sleep...
  • gudnitezzz
  • thx for giving me a chance=)

29/04/2009

My heart is melting
i feel like crying again~~
=(

28/04/2009

Huge 1

" :: i love her so much , ohmygod ! "
HER is me ok...
somebody said that to me..
that makes me touch again...
u noe who u are...
iloveyou too...
a big MUAX!!!

26/04/2009

Stupid Sunday

Wat can i say for today is just a WASTE
Period cramp again
lye on the bed the WHOLE DAY!
I feel so sad to wasted my time like this
feel so useless and not worth it
argh~~~~~
Really dun understand wat for women have period..
kakacaucau

24/04/2009

Today i meet my ANGELYNE BABE
Im so very the happy ok...
duno why ok
just don't be proud of it k angelbo....

22/04/2009

burning me

  • morning pergi print ciao pepet thing,kacau betul
  • see dentist...rude like shit...my gum bleed like water taip...=(
  • go college..ah jean punya car drop inside the longkang due to she wan to show her gud technique...hahahhaa...jkjk...and thn bunch of hot guy come and pick her car off from the longkang...how i wish i am her..hahahha~~~
  • so fun to changing tyre...i learn more skill to chgn tyre now...wuaha
  • go sungei wang with michelle bowbow and thris to find rock chic stuff
  • somebody turn my fire ON ON ON thr!
  • a shopkeeper which in MH! treat her customer(my gang of fren) rude like hell
  • she said "don stand there la! so big alr also dont understand wan meh???"
  • "anything u ask me la! i a worker here for XX years alr...i got alot of experiance ma!"
  • GOSHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
  • make me keep nagging and shouting when i come out from the shop....dont let me see u again BITCH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
  • i seriously very angry!!! ur shop so small thn don't open business la!! $%^&*()_+
  • go back college and do my another assignment..sob=( so many things to do
  • suddenly i become edward lou po d..hahhaa seem so many husband in the scul d..worst than high scul...
  • Didi cry again!!!! her sleeves lost jor...hahhahahhahahahha..omg im totally so cruel to her k...i don care~ and i go home~~~tata
  • go home chitchat with johnny...mana tau the IMPERFECTION come and turn my fire on again...he tot he very leng zai..ya rite its true....HAHAHHAHAHHA
  • GUDNITE BABES~~~

21/04/2009


Owen says:
kittie
chous got online?
kiTTie says:
chow isit?
he offline d
why?
Owen says:
nthing la
abstract mind many work to do.... says:
he wan to say i love u chaooooo
dun be with xiao tian be with mee
kiTTie says:
hahhahaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
says:
niaseng...this jean so sukx lo...keep insult xiao tian
kiTTie says:
wow wow
Owen says:
xiao tian my lao po lai de la
diuz
hahah...its a small chat tonite with my colleague but it is happening...
and HE will be the next target who kena ZAT now...hahhahahha

20/04/2009

UNCONTROLLABLE FEELING
(somebody cheer me pls)

18/04/2009

a day of lame-Ness

  • Today's wheather is so freaking HOT
  • drive me crazy
  • go to church as usual
  • my lovely kent kent came back from Thailand for term break=)
  • my sister intro me a Japanese drama "Hotaru no Hikari" which she said the actress's personality just like me..haha..tie hair like auntie and lying on the floor like a die fish in the house..its so true..hahah
  • im looking forward to that drama now..wuhoo
  • Even she said i live in my own world
  • i found that the way my sister talk and act is just like john
  • i make my baby cousin cry today bcz i ZAT her...=( im feel so bad...she realli terasa and cry
  • but still...i like to bully childrens
  • im just showing my love through abusive...hahah
  • got mood to eat ice cream today bcz its so freaking hot
  • brought papa to take his car from serdang due to accident...hope no next time=(
  • sleep the whole afternoon..is so freaking tired
  • once wake up and saw CIAO msg realli kena tipu
  • a guy duno wat name which stay near my house said wanna chase me and will be very patience on me...argh bluff!i wont trust at all...every guy say the same things...tot i stupid~
  • design for rock chic style again...hmmmm not satisfy with wat i had design yet
  • go Ah popo house for dinner
  • sitting thr watch tv again...why am i so free???ishx
  • play play play with babys
  • go home online like a useless one again
  • it just so not me..i wont waste my time like this giving last time...OMGGGG
  • i'm finding back myself now

16/04/2009

111 Truth

  1. kittie is my nickname
  2. wky is my real name
  3. 19(2009)
  4. 10.05.1990
  5. taurus
  6. 160cm(short ass)
  7. looks normal i think haha
  8. i have totally more hair than others
  9. macam elephant mass (i dint pound myself la,i dont care~)
  10. yellowish+choco skin like giraffe
  11. Raffles Design Institute
  12. Fashion Design (i dont looks like 1,haha..)
  13. everything change after high scul
  14. i love jesus christ
  15. single and available (sien jor..haha)
  16. my 1st 3ex sucksssss
  17. my last ex WOWW
  18. weirdo
  19. lame
  20. life is so fun fun fun
  21. flower sucks
  22. musicbox rocks
  23. sharp tool phobia
  24. live in own world (john say wan)
  25. self center (perharps)
  26. make up cacat recently
  27. my stuff alws kena steal by cousin
  28. tau fu and tau fu pop lover
  29. tasteless tongue
  30. spicy syok syok
  31. my quote "watever,i don care,tao yan, qi guai,i hate you"
  32. crazy everywhere
  33. used to club like shit
  34. good slapper=)
  35. used to be melancholic
  36. my babe angelyne is the only one fren (fabulous~)
  37. bee is a baby gal to us (muax)
  38. frens is important than love
  39. py used to hurt me as a gud fren
  40. tears drop in front of fren=3times(in front of py,zh,NS)
  41. suffering in night dreams
  42. ambitious sometimes
  43. no worries
  44. no secret
  45. like no more privacy oso (haha..)
  46. extrovert
  47. shout
  48. mouth getting bigger and bigger (i duno why,tats not me)
  49. braces is ruined my life
  50. rabbit tooth is my previous shame
  51. hot pants =)
  52. bra-free better
  53. papa protective
  54. mama is so adorable when she get angry (ishx)
  55. -RM0.00
  56. high scul will be more rich
  57. forgetful children
  58. baby is annoying
  59. guy is nice than a gal
  60. being a gal is troublesome
  61. my room is messy
  62. social drinker
  63. don't mad with me
  64. my ass alws itchy that makes me keep walking and running around
  65. perfume,eyelashes,sunglasses,heels is important to gal (i mean me)
  66. short wig is my currently necessaries
  67. Style less
  68. love messy thing yet nice
  69. love to watch disgusting thing yet so scare
  70. jazz is alws the best
  71. i learn piano,guitar,drawing,taekwondo,japanese (all not even reach half level..haha)
  72. passion less last time
  73. u can challenge my passion now
  74. big bag is a conviniece to me
  75. hamster is lovely pets
  76. cat suckssssss
  77. hyperactive
  78. my bf alws dump me and try to get me back (guys is all the same)
  79. heartless yet so sympathatic
  80. photogenic? haha mayb (foto alws nicer)
  81. i dint photoshop much k
  82. i noe i cacat
  83. big family members
  84. rude
  85. used to dress up (now cacat and so watever~ like i care~)
  86. i dont mind to chase a guy if he is worth it for me (but so far nope)
  87. ignorant
  88. laugh like everyone will knows
  89. world without clothes is better (wearing clothes is wasting my time,wearing bra is holding my breath)
  90. fashion world is scary
  91. trying to protect myself alws
  92. just let me stay at this age and this moment (nothing to worry)
  93. drama happens alot among my frens ( just act that u duno if u're smart..haha)
  94. sporting
  95. i care every frens that i love
  96. my previous love life is terrible
  97. my current life got no more love (hahas...)
  98. allergic to prawn and crab
  99. dun have any language that i'm fluent
  100. everybody laugh at my english oral
  101. i use Darlie toopaste=)
  102. Red is HOT
  103. colourful describing my meaningful life
  104. i like nightlife
  105. i love surprise
  106. i missing him all the time (guess who??)
  107. optimistic
  108. need me call me
  109. trying to live a better and better llife=)
  110. i'm a filial one
  111. my future is BRIGHT (bling bling bling***)


random pic of childhood..ahhah agrh I MISS IT!!

I'm so boring
i got nothing to do
I doing something that i didn't do for a long time
which gal usually do
hahha
that's polishing my fingernail
omg
i realli feel like a man now
but im still a gal ok=)
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i guess someone will laugh when saw this post

14/04/2009

My valentine

If there were no words, no way to speak
I would still hear you
if there were no tears, no way to feel inside
I'd still feel for you

And even if the sun refused to shine
Even if romance ran out of ryhme
You will still have my heart until the end of time
You're all i need my love, my valentine

All of my life
I have been waiting forall you give to me
You've open my eyes
And shown me how to love unselfishly

I dreamed of this a thousand times before
In my dreams i couldn't love you more
You will give you my heart until the end of time
You're all i need my love, my valentine

And even if the sun refused to shine
Even if romance ran out of ryhme
You will stil have my heart until the end of time
'Cause all i need is you, my valentine
Oh, you're all i need my love, my valentine....

13/04/2009

Wats goin on lately

::just ate yong tau fu
::still hungry
::so bored with single life
::i love eating until i feel like vomit
::i'm like lost something
::i'm so weird
::i want to shop like nobody cares
::and i have bankrupt
::i have my stingy mummy
::i don't feel like study
::force to hardworking tho
::Avis is gonna kick out by students
::she goin to marry Chris
::i'm being so blur
::i dream more than last time
::i slept again in the traffic jam
::restless
::i need a freaking single day for myself to think about future
::Ciao is so cute when he angry
::i wan't the feeling of love to come back
::i wan't watch movie like normal ppl
::i freaking want to slap her because of her attitude
::Shyan is still so scary and pervert like last time
::i miss everyone in my secondary school
::i freaking need more student RAFFLES
::Raffles lack of normal people
::John still teasing me as usual
::beebee is angry with i reject fot her invite to somewhr else
::Angelyne is so adorable with her FABULOUS word
::i want to get freedom for my teeth
::Watever,tao yan,i dont care is my quote now
::Ciao is my current close fren but yet so KIK me
::i freaking like Song Hye Kyo
::She got natural looks
::i wish i sleep and couldn't wake up anymore
::i miss alot of thing but i don wanna care
::i alws confuse my mind
::i dunno wat the F i wan
::Owen makes me so disappointed
::i care and i love him as a fren
::but he..ouchhhhhhhh
::hurt my heart
::I ain't unhappy now
::I ain't happynow
::my day is being so weird
::i have a million question in my brain
::im so unknowledgeable
::i'm so lazy to argue with my parents
::i'm so hate my brother bcz he makes my parents feel headache
::i'm so sad and scare when daddy mummmy scold me
::HIS laughter and my valentine is what he leave to me
::i duno wat for i online now
::i'm like no more time
::i'm getting old
::wrinkles is on now
::i'm goin to birthday
::i need a simple happy birthday
::i need somebody
::but i dunno how
::i want to play piano guitar violin
::i want to learn to skate and dance
::i want to continue jog everyday
::still talk like a donaldduck
::the one i love and the one i care is goin off to oversea=(
::i mean zh and angelyne
::money can solve every problems tat i have now
::No mood to dress up
::as comfortable as i want
::i dream bout you lately
::it seems so weird
::the feeling towards u is care yet so hate
::let me live like last time
::i want to be a child
::i mix with guys and babys lately
::I want a soft toy to insert to my bag and carry it everywhr
::i want Christian Dior perfume
::i want a antique music box
::i want Paris Hilton REDDISH bag
::i want Chanel 2 ton legging
::my sliver is keep coming out
::Valentino F2009RTW is so nice
::i need to talk more fluent in my language
::somebody please read out my mind
::im so disappointed with myself now
::im change to somebody not me since i leave high school
::food can make me happy
::i don't wan a lonely birthday
::Singing K can shout out my own feeling
::David Archuleta is making malaysia's fans crazy
::angelyne is off to swimming
::ya i need u but u dunno
::i missing someone that wouldn't noe and guess
::how if im not in this world
::it makes no different
::why not i just leave this world
::wat for God make us
::i really dunno and i wan to noe
::i hope everything will be fine in my class until i leave the college especially social probs
::hope angel's father will get well soon=(
::why not i conquer my sharp tool phobia?so that i can cook
::you and you is so annoying and irritating
::angel said Lena Fuji is sucks now.and i guess it from her face la
::dumb ass
::why so few guys is arround me
::so boring
::girl is so bitchy rite
::i knew it
::why guy wan to hurt gal and make them be lesbian?
::can somebody tell me wat i'm doin now?
::unpredictable
::im soon 'shou xi' i think
::hope so
::i miss macha angel beebee zh nike gary paul nickman johnson cheng cherrie evangeline lala
::i miss my 3lame ex and 1 lovely ex..hahah
::my room is so messy
::stupid maid steal my stuff
::clean my room = no clean
::getting fat mayb
::she think she is so gorgeous
::i dont think so~~just anoda bitch in the world
::i wan oversea too!
::my dad is too over protect me
::watever
::as long as he is still alive i would listen to him
::still that appreciating luckily
::any drama to make me laugh like shit??
::dentist pull my mouth big liek hippopotamus
::my lips crack again
::sometimes we need praises and encouragement
::alright, im starting emo now
::i wasted my time alot lately
::horrible & terrible kittie!
::where are u huh???
::oi somebody talk to me la
::im like melancholic again
::the short wig is drive me crazy
::im gonna buy it for my own birthday present
::can i colour my hair to greyish mummy??
::still that tough,still standing hard
::slap me for no reason pls
::someone else started bloom in my heart
::and soon gonna dried up
::im trying to kill watever feeling i have especially love
::can i put my blog to private huh?
::Karl Lagerfeld will be the next designer who die???
::Calvin Klein is so freaking handsome when he young
::He is the man~~~
::thx to him bcz he dead so i have to do research on the current designer
::is Kate moss so beautiful??nope~~~
:: I think xxx looks better
::i want everyone around me smile and laugh always
::tats makes me happy
::idea of corset haven bloom in my mind
::who gonna fail last term
::im worried
::my pants suit and dress sucks
::not satisfy at all
::she started to being so rude and bitchy
::omgomgomgomgomgomgomg
::i wont tel u who is she and u will see it
::anything else tat i miss to write??
::rasa tak de
::alright i wan to do my assignment now
::byebye
::muaxmuax
::dont read this post bcz its lame and nonsense
::who cares rite=)

12/04/2009

I have a very "GREAT DAY" with him
thanks to him=)
He is JIN GAK ENOUGH...
i like it~~
HAHAH
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ssshhhh
its our secret=)

09/04/2009

GOD BLESS PLEASE!!!

Well.
still in holiday mood..
but not really oso la...
just can't get idea on my design...
i don't wan come out a piece of shit project like last term..
so enjoy 1st and get my idea slowly..
i got plenty of idea in my mind now..
hope it works..
hope is enough challenging to me..
haha
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Lately doing some research for Style and Trends class...
This class is kinda fun but a little of difficult to me..
Because i don't like reading...
i don't remember celebrities name nor designer's name...
abit tough...
But i knew i just need hardworking..
so i can do it=)
no worries
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Things tat i learned in the 1st class...
The style of Bombshell and Gamine
wuahahhahah
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Bombshell style which leaded by Marilyn Monroe
A style that don't care bout body weight but must with curves, big boobs, and big ass...
wuahaha
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Gamine style which guide by Edie sedgwick.
A style that with boyish charm,mischievous and innocence.
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arghhh...
i like Gamine thn!!!
but not suit me at all...
no nice figures..
hair like bomb bomb style..
act like a gangster..
hahhaha
anyway...
i really like this..
If i am a boy...
i freaking pick this gal d!!
cute enuf innocence enuf..
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flashing back wat i did today..
well.
stupid class end like after a 20minutes briefing...
Then i decided to follow a gang of guy again..
hahah..
is alws a gud choice for me to follow guys..
I'm just so used to be with guys...
fun than being with girlsssssssss
No Why...
My daddy asked me why so many guys contact???
"WHY NOT!!??"
I'm being so rude when my daddy so sensitive that i alws with guys...
He tot every guy is bad..
will eat me..
hahah
excuse me, it seems like i eat the guys but not they eat me...
argh, Whatever~~~
I have no idea on it
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We actually just plan to hang around at sungei wang and wait for Mayhin??
but at last we went to One Utama to sing sing song...
Neway~~
HAHAH
enjoying myself again...
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OK..
i wanted to count how much i spend today:
Lunch set - Rm7+Rm2.60 (buy 1 free 1) hahah...
share with CIAO...
he is being a cheap ass like me d...
so like 5bucks a meal..
hahah
cheap jing!
And then~~~~
the most rich john and eugene steal magazine..
hahahha
wthhhhhh...
john steal it for me..
hahha..
so nvrm la...
4give him..
THANK YOU JOHN~~~
And then Neway 15bucks...
parking 2bucks...
total: Rm22
wuahahha..
cheap jing betul...
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BABE ANGELYNE..
ALWS STAND UP STRONG!!!!
LOVES~~~
GOD BLESS =)

08/04/2009

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(tragedy keep happens around me..not on me but on others ppl...i feel sympathy...i feel afraid...i feel unsafe...i feel helpless..i feel extremely heartache...i feel extremely sad=( i don't wan to see i don wan to watch i don wan to hear i don wan to taste it i don wan to care i don wan to SEE SEE SEE!!! i hate it...)

07/04/2009

我失去了恋爱的感觉。。。
我想把它找回。。。
可又害怕历史重演。。。
我不孤独又不寂寞。。。
因为我珍惜我身边一切的东西。。。
可是总觉得每个人身边不能缺少爱情。。。
如果我还是那么逃避爱情。。
恐怕以后也很难接受别人了。。
我看得爱情太美好。。。
却留下了我对爱情的失望与暗影。。。
真的很讨厌。。。
没有爱情感觉怪怪。。。
有了爱情感觉也怪怪。。。
爱情在我现在的眼里就是=“有事没事,找事来烦”
我真的宁可放弃一切爱情。。。
就是最自然的我
可是还是需要爱情嘛~~~
真是自相矛盾。。。
我也不清楚自己了。。。
好几次,
好像爱上了某人。。
却不能坦然面对自己的感觉。。。
感觉辛苦又浑身不自在。。。
所以又选择了把这感觉灭掉!!
灭掉!!灭掉!!灭掉!!
好啦。。
我真的不知道我要些什么啦。。。
就让我再尝一尝爱的滋味嘛~~~~~
我不要被我的旧事纠缠了。。。
我要从新生活。。。
我不要利用任何人来忘记旧爱。。。
我要靠自己的力量盖过这一切。。。。
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God Bless =)
OMG! I just kill one cockroach!!
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It seems like a big news for today..
hahhaha
GOODNITEZ~~

06/04/2009

Meow~~

Wow..
im goin to learn corset this term
syiok syiok
But i got no idea on designing corset..
NO IDEA AT ALL
STUCK

But how good i can do it like this..
hahahha
PIERCING corset???
i just found out from the net..
YENG BETUL
SIMPLE AND NICE..
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If can i will really do..
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Ciaoz~

05/04/2009

Give me oil in my lamp...keep me burning~~~

Morning~~~
but i couldn't wake up
sleep again..
and dream bout i'm a motor cyclist..
and met the bad ppls..
and act like a ganster drive like hell at the mountain..
hahahha
du du du du~~~~
my alarm rang again..
Have to move my ass to church this beautiful morning
someone asked me to teach these children to draw draw paint paint..
hahhaha
CUTE CUTE~~~
wuahha..if can, i wish i can be a innocent children once again..
some random kicit meow drawing..
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After that my so called cacat cousin message me and ask me to accompany her to buy bag..
ponder for awhile...
"OH YES!"
i wanted to spend my last day holiday at somewhr else doin watever..
but not home
so i decided to go 1U lo~~~~

My very looks alike cousin even skin colour..
wuahaahah
some lame lame shooting..
boring betul~
wanna watch UNBORN but its too late,,,
so suan ba la~~~
lepak lepak lepak....
snap snap snap~~

tadaaaaa...
another pictures for today..
she stupid choosy gal..
choose school bag like choosing husband
end up with 2 pairs of tangan kosong..
Then byebye
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Here comes to the night..
got bible studies at my cousin house..
the very 1st class..
everybody is attend..
and thn bla bla bla blabla~~~

Play a fool with my cousin..
"dead bcz of house bicycle crash"
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TATA
NIGHT NIGHT~~~
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My holiday END=(

04/04/2009

I'm SORRY...

03/04/2009

Specially For You

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To the one i hate
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To the one who very SMART
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p/s: don't angry whn u see this..ur gf wont recognize u oso..hahha

the only one will knows

To the one i love

To the one i miss

To the one i treasure so much

To the one i don't get to see alws

To the one who understand

p/s: sorry alot of mistake..haha

i'm so sad

I'm so sad
suppose to hang out with babe dino tmr..
but something happen with her dad..
wat to do..
just cancel it..

wat makes me so sad is her dad might not survive until end of this year..
he got last stage of heart attack=(((((((((((((((((((((
T.T
waiting for someone die to donate a fresh new heart...
but there are 70patient still queuing for it..
how sad..
who can help??
god bless him and her la=(

so sad so sad so sad..
how sad laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
a big sad case to me
even not my daddy?
but at least he is my someone's daddy=(
i wish him can cure
i wish god can help him pass through all this things..
aiks

babe dino was so sad nw..
wat can i do??
hope she can stand up strong no matter wat la..

GOD BLESS

02/04/2009

GNOW NIVLEK <3


wow..
i'm so excited to found out my koko's blog
which is my small small time "yi jian zhong qing" target...
hahhaha..
not childish and not a kidd k..
it was so serious and miracle to me..
Nobody will believe in first sight love unless he or she try that before..
This stupid 1st s ight love make me wasted 6yrs time....
so unbelievable..
alot of story bout this la..
the feeling was so incredible..
wow wow wow~~~
The 1st time i met him:
he was wearing a red shirt and red pants at the basketball court,
and i just looking at him at my house window
mayb he attract me bcz of his red colour garment??
keke
The 1st time i know him:
i found out he was my cousin classmate=)
weeeeeeeee
and thn i know him at the playground..
"hi hi"
hahhaha
Fate??:
he stay just opposite my house..
and oso the 4th house of the row..
he is ah WONG too..
hahha
once i transfer my scul to SIN MING
he was same class as me!
wow..
alot of thing tat is so so kiu la..
duno mat jor..
In this few yrs..
he couple with my best fren..
hw sad rite..
ahhaha
im still looking at him at the window everyday's evening
he must be thr to play basketball=)
until 1day he move his house d=(
so sad..
i will never see him again through the window now..
everything is end..
bye bye
at last we end up with being koko and muimui..
tats all..
so sad yet so weird...
it was my very special and sweet memories..
might not for him but for myself=)
lovesss
and nw he is still that handsome..
hahha..
no change..
iloveyoukoko
u're alws in my mind
no matter hw long we dint contact d la..
=)
Take Cares~

01/04/2009

2831march

It's my very 1st time trip with my colleague=)
Tadaaa~~~
let's picture speak everything again


The 1st day at Ipoh..
Kylie's Castle??
haha
i duno..
not sure la
so freaking hot
jump jump runrun thn byebye

here comes to Voo-doo club after dinner
I enjoy myself very much as usual
not bad ha this club..
hahahha
syoksyok

2nd day...
it's Penang =)

staying in Desa Pelangi..
play play play..
eat eat eat..
snap snap snap..
thn gud nite..

3rd day...
no breakfast wan=(
all pigs
lunch with beloved cendol and asam laksa
thn egg tart
after that go temple jump jump play play see see
then byebye

after that is the Feringgi beach
have fun thr without go in the sea
have alot of snap thr too=)
i found out i love the sun more after this trip..
omg..
i wont hate the sun anymore..
i started to fall in love with the sun=)))))))))))))
no more sunlight phobiaaaaaaaaaa
chao and horse and rin rin



after that dinner
eat eat eat eat eat eat eat eat eat eat eat eat eat eat eat eat eat eat eat eat eat eat
then go home watch sammi cheng duno wat movie
thn fall asleep
thn wake up and eat eat eat eat eat again



The last day...
packed everything..
thn have our lunch thn balik rumah d..
have alot of self protrait in the car..
we takes 3hours only journey back to kl..
gosh..
so freaking fast fast fast...

It was a nice trip to me tho
even not alot of function is goin on
but stil i enjoy every single minute very very much..

i appreciate every single hour,minute, second..
it's hard to have a relax time for me after this college started to torturing me...
hahaa
so byebye~~~
say hi to new term again=)