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4 more =)

tats all for today

fashion sketching exam

4more subject to go=)))))))))))

it's all bout my babies=)

alright,
just let picture speak everything...

I LOVE YOU ALL...

MUAX~~~

a week like this

JUST FEEL SO SATISFY AND HAPPY NOW...

Cz of the dinner????

with johnny?

=)

just came back from yamcha with johnny and fei dutdut

talks bout gay stuff..

wat a complicated and dangerous relationship they have

just wishes them la

Mayb im a lucky 1???

This week was like so so many tragedy and drama have happened

angry emo sad tears happy confusing tiring helpless symphathy sorry challenging enjoyable speechless irritating relaxing hurt appreciate lucky hate unbreathable

feel so angry angry angry when someone feeling hurt cz of her stupid bf/love

feel so emo when i cant get a nice workmanship on my project

feel so sad when somebody feeling sad

feel like tearing when feeling touch of my family love

feel so happy when i done reducing my stress,my assignment

feel so confusing with ppl's complicated action and mind

feel so tiring when trying to helping someone

feel so sympathy when someone get in trouble

feel so sorry when like betraying somebody

feel so challenging when wanted to achieve my own target

feel so enjoyable when having down and high in life

feel so speechless when i'm noe i'm noe im goin to lose in this game

feel so irritating when i hate someone to approaching me

feel so relaxing when i lye down on my bed and sleep

feel so hurt when someone treat me like a shit

feel so appreciate to god whenever i am, i am in peace

feel so lucky when i am not a person that i'm not suppose to be

feel so hate when frens is being use by others

feel so unbreathable when every kind of feeling comes together...

GOSHHHHHH

but at last,

a week is still passed by

there is nothing that is more happy than living in this world

=)

NIGHTNIGHT

somebody plsssssssssss

Im alws the pokai..

i never have a certain job that can give me an income..

i only have outcome and only a giam siap parents..

im so can't survive with the little little income and negative income..

watever la

so used to it d.

argh..

but still i have my need this month..

im so desperate on shopping now..

and i even poor than when i was secondary scul student.

argh

poor me..

if i can shopping nw i will just ask for this much la..

not much oso..

i need to change all my bloody hell clothes in my closet

i need a short wig so that i can dress up myself easily

i need a teddy bear to put inside my bag

i need to treat myself to eat nice food

i need pretty gorgeous fabulous heels since i growing shorter and shorter

i need bagsssssss

i need a new perfume since i broke my perfume..at least give me a Christian Dior la..

i need hats to cover my stupid boom boom hair..so damn many hair..

this all my shopping list la

not much

somebody pls get me all these la=(

just give me money and settle it k!

I'm still not been forgotten

GOSHHHHHHHHHHHH..

just found out this from HUGE DINO's blog..
Im so touch k..
HAHHAHAH
even ppl i dun get to noe oso miss me???
not bad..
THANK YOU EVERYONE!=)


p/s:
ESPECIALLY U MY BLOODY HELL ANGELYNE~~~~
I LOVE U LIKE I AM A LESBO..
HAHAH

=(

I hate tis feeling la!!!

SO SO HATE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

can't describe it at all

just feel like killing somebody........

CAN SOMEONE PLS LET ME KILLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL?????????????

So sick

so sick of dreaming
so sick of missing him
so sick of being alone
so sick of being so tough

so sick of being so rude

so sick of being not wat i wan
so sick of seeing mama moody face
so sick of acting a gud girl infront of mamapapa
so sick of assignments
so sick of staying in home
so sick of my healthy lifestyle
so sick of missing night life
so sick of missing buddy

so sick of being a nerdy face

so sick of being watever

so sick of being cheerful
so sick of driving car
so sick of the stupid sunlight
so sick of seeing ppl tat are 2 faces
so sick of being so fool

so sick of keep thinking

so sick of being so busy
so sick being kind
so sick of worrying my family
so sick of loving them
so sick of so so so many things..


This morning is so down and down again
mama alws trying to ruin my beautiful morning..
aiks
I was so sad and tired with her attitude..
I HATE ARGUEMENT...
Just feel like crying everytime i got argue with anyone especially papamama
I'm alws the loser when i got in arguement..
how sad
i hate arguement so much
because i hate using words tat are hurting ppl when gone insane..
i hate the way mama scold..
she never think of ppl's feeling when she scold..
she just speak watever she like
and just breaking my heart
and just making me tears and tears and tears
i never argue with my fren b4..
so i don wan to argue with my mama oso
i just wan to treat her like i treating my fren..
But she couldn'y understand my feeling at all
or i cant understand her???

hmmm
so watever...
sometimes just feel like being a bad gal like i did last time
wat i do nw is just thinking of my family..
i love them
I don wan 1 of them broke the relationship in a family..
So sick of being a mute when she scolding me..
i want to speak out for my own right

but just forget bout it la
it wont be
i will never win in a arguement..
rather to be a loser oso
save my own energy

aiks..
speechless..
macam mana le??

Lately dream alot..
wat i dream is wat i didn't get to do in reality
i dream i fight back my mama
i dream about him and her
i dream about my buddy
i dream bout my loves one
i dream bout things tat i can't do in reality
these make me feel so MYSELF
i am my own in my dream..
sometime i just don feel like wake up
i want stay in my dream and being myself..
Maybe i wil die in dream one day too???

unpretictable~~~

Nights..
muaxxxxxxxxxx

WOW WEE WAA

Alright..

this will be the very 1st time that i say that Christian Lacroix is NICE=)

This was the Fall 2009 RTW

These were the lace that they use very well on a women body with the Gold Colour?...

These is GREAT!

I like this to the MAX!

Ribbons was tie on the neckline with flower-printed tights is AWESOME..

How good if i have the flower-printed tights..

so damn COOL..

Damn it!

I don't used to see jacket and I don't really like it...

but i started to like it after i see this...

Not too over and is wearable=)

YENG siao on the street rite!

At last it was plenty fur that they use on the runway which is not wearable for M'sia wheather=(

It was a great collection that i 1st fall in Lacroix=)

Much more wearable with all the daintiness and charm left in

GREAT SHOW!!!

A Nite With BIRTHDAY MAN

First of all,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY PAPA!!!
The BIG BIG TUMMY MAN....
ILOVEU=)
MUAXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX

Soli la got no cake...

no time to buy..

next time=)

After Rushing home from college then mama decided to go NIU CHE SUI

tot want to treat papa TGI wan..

But seems like mama wanted to help us to save money again..

ISHX...

SO...

watever la..

as parents like=)

We decided to have dinner at FULL HOUSE after that..

We enjoy with the food damn alot..

and talking cock..

and as usual...

mama argue with papa again...

bcz of his big big tummy again..

mama alws feel confused with papa's tummy la..

ISHXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX

Anywhere..

we are still happy bcz we are a FAMILY=)

This is how i enjoy my food and all..

WEEEEEEEEEEEE...

FOOD FOR MY LIFE^^

This is the SISA SISA MAKANAN tat left by my brother..
wasted..

at last i ate that..

ahaha

This is how am i after being a FULL TONG SAMPAH..

HHAHAHHAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

FULLY DIEEEEEEEEEEEE

OF COURSE LA!

I wasted my 1week salary on this meal ma..

so pepet..

HOW POOR I AM!!

After that we went for bowling match lo..

we played 2 games..

and thn everybody hands is patah..

and im the POKAI LOSER...

hmmm..

so watever la..

lose then lose la..

Im still full of confident on winning next time..

haha

and then tonite's winner was MAMA...

She damn GENG la rite..

She used to help baby Lap the pepet shit..

Tats y can aim the "bowling thingy" so CHUN la..

And then she like so proud of it...

thick skin face betul..

Another think skin face like me....

like mother like daughter..

ahhaha

Today is so happy...

Hope everyday wil just be like this..

I LOVE MY FAMILY...

This is 1 of the happiness that i wanted for this long..

I'll keep it on=)

MUAX...

LOVES<3

HAPPY BIRTHDAY YSL=)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JONATHAN LIANG~~~

u looks great here...HAHHAHA...

Wish u always happy and wealthy...

WUhooo~~~

GODBLESSU=)