朦胧的爱

现在已是12点凌晨了。。。

我打算早点睡。。。

打算便睡便听歌。。。

岂知，

听见了“莆公英的约定”

就是我跟他的歌。。。

越听就越伤心。。

还流了我许久没流的泪。。

好伤感。。。

回想起一起渡过的圣诞节前夕。。。

回想起他的用心与诚意。。。

回想起你打动我的心的时候。。。

回想起你不停地为我。。。

回想起我们在那海上飘浮的阳光。。

回想起你对我那失望的样子。。。

回想起你无微不至地照顾我。。。

回想起你看见我流泪的样子。。。

回想起你在那你我的第一个夜晚的眼神。。。

回想起你的话。。。

回想起我们怎样开始远离。。。
回想起那个泪流满面的那晚。。

回想起那想念你的痛苦。。。

回想你离开我的时候。。。

虽是那短短的时间。。。

但却让我学会了很多东西。。。

让我成长了很多。。。
也是令我深深感到爱的时候。。。

我很后悔。。。

我终于明白那后悔的感觉了。。。

要是那时我听你话，

就不会发生不该发生的事了。。。

目睹你那伤心难过的样子，

我现在开始觉得痛了。。

要不是我那么叛逆的话。。

也许我会跟懂得把握跟你在一起的机会与甜蜜了。。。

真的很抱歉。。。

虽蒙蒙胧胧之下被你抛了。。。

但我还是觉得我对你不起。。。

虽你曾回过来。。

可我的心已害怕得不敢要了。。。

也许跟你一点也不配是对的。。。

我不会去挽回。。。

如果是我的就是我的。。。

也许分开也是一件好事。。。

听说你已有另一个了。。。

虽有些不高兴。。

但希望你们会开心吧。。。

偶尔也想起我好吗？？

=)

Night in Middle

It was late..
And i should sleep at this time...
But i cant sleep yet due to doing my assignment...

I read lots of my fren's blog...
And i know all of them are doing well...
I'm happy with that...

Angelyne was having her great time with her LOVE again...
and she got Wai Yian now...
She goes so crazy with her...
Maybe is good for her???
cause this is what i hope to see...
As crazy as before,
as happy as a children...

And Seo (brothers)...
He is doing well i think so..
He got his own life now...
with all of his fren...
Hope he is happy now..
and can get another good pussy=)
Don't get hurt again....

Next is the alfred Au...(the white goat)
He is totally a mama boy..
But i likes he being that...
good boy...
He got his nice life too...
with loving his Caroline??hahha
erm...
still that hardworking in his college...
cause of his parents i think..
His parents is strict~~
wowww~~

Andrew(brothers)...
the big man...
kakakka...
His blog not update yet i think..
so just wishes him la...

The Pik Kei ar... (strong women)
She seems so pity but yet so strong...
She got alot of scar in her heart...
But i think she can stand up no matter what...
She damn strong weiiiii...
She working and study hard for her future now lo....
is quite tough la...

And AH bee ( the pinky)
haiz..
dunno what she doing...
no contact at while..
her heart only got her bf i think...
I think she consider as a house wife now..
HAHAHHA..
doim everything just for kitkit...
wish her fine there nia la...

and me myself...
busying on assignment??
but i enjoy it...
Enjoying torture by the assignment..
hahhas
and i got no one to talk with now...
I just one somebody that really sincere to talk with me...
but no one...
hope i will still fine with all this stupid day...

For all those frens that i got no their blog or what...
I cant know much bout them la..
I wish them always in good condition and happy...
especially the one i care so much..
but cant see and cant knows about him...
Just wish everything fine there babe...
You're great enough...

The Love Concept of Mine

Love is patient,
Love is Kind.
It does not envy,
It does not boast,
It is not proud.
It is not rude.
It is not self-seeking,
It is not easily angered,
It keeps no record of wrongs.
Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth.
It always protects,
Always trusts,
Always hopes,
Always perseveres.

1 Corinthians 13: 4-7

I love this phrase...
It feels peaceful to me=)

Rubbish in my bag

Since so long i didn't post blog here...

I got lots of rubbish to write at here la...

last few day i wasted alot of time=(

i went to Neway the Ktv..
OMGGG...
I don't really go this kind of boring place..

but something push me thr on that day...

with my stupid dumb dumb colleague...

We actually plan to buy fabric for ours blouse final project la...

somehow i say wan to release stress in neway..

Then we go there without hesitate...

HAHAHHA

We sang alot of songs...

Including the kids songs la..

HAHHAHA...

from right: me, hui zhong, jean and chew xuan

kinda enjoy...

after KTV..

we went to the textile shop,

unlucky it was close..

hahha

Another pussy day,

It was CAD and Garment@Composition Class..

somehow lecturer say that class is cancel...

so i and my fren went to see fabric again...

We went to hui zhong's dad restaurant la..

call "Leng Tong" meaning nice soup..

hahha

freaking nice lo..

i like i like!!!^^

After that, i went back to college and plan to continue my work...Unlucky again..

Due to someone got Dengki and our college,...

so got to spread mosquitocide in the whole college..

including the class room..

sob...

so i got to go home when having jam....

=(

I found that my dad talk less to us already in this few weeks...

And he started sleep so early every night..

so i hardly see him when i at home..

due to he go out early in the morning..

and i was back home from college late in the night..

And he already slept..

Mayb he having sick??

hmmmm...

But at least last saturday i came home so late but he never scold me...

instead of hugging his booster and waiting me at the living room...

I knew he still worry even i ask him don worry and sleep 1st...

awww...

pain in my heart...yet so touch..

muax daddy <3

Recently i just keep busying on my assignment..

Got no time to do another things...

Hope i wont die after the term end..

hahahha..

I got no more love life since the day i change my number...

It feel nice ...

But also a bit boring...

But still i prefer this feeling...

Better than i bringing something makes me suffer in my life...

No any confidence to makes me fall in love again..

Just let it continue until i desperate on it..

kakakkaka...

Got when out with this dumb dumb oso la..

Dunno what's wrong with him...

always tease me, "zha" me...

really a good opponent...

this 3days he went Singapore..

Dunno for what...

Must be shopping...

Rich like shit but say himself not rich...

GGGrrrrrr

Went to T.G.I Fridays when with the johnny...

Dunno what's wrong...

I cant finish the food..

Feel so sad...

used to finish all the food...

but cant finish TGI's food...

mayb due to alot of cheeseeeeeeeeee....

like 10 bottles cheese in 1 plate mee...

Haiz...

fat seh fat seh...

Give john ZAT SEH...

=(

Today I got a bad day???

Should be staying at home..

But force to go to college and accompany the Alwyn....

When we go for mamak...

My car "Dead" after finish the meal...

I feel so bad...

feel so sad...

Have to rely on daddy again..

Daddy actually need to attend a dinner at Klang...

but..

cause of me..

He got to cancel..

He bought a new battery for the car...

But it doesn't work!!

arghhhhhhh...

Bad carrrrrrrrr...

dadddy never say anything instead of bring me to japanese restaurant as wat i want...

Zhan Mai lu....

=(

feel so thanks to my daddy...

Whenever i have problem..

Once i ask for...

For sure he appear!!

I LOVE YOU BAPA

At Sixes & Sevens

Since I'm in fashion design course..

i really have to waste more time in watching fashion show..

as John ask me to..

haha

So i decided to watch John's favourite..

YSL.

I click "YSL fashion show" in Youtube

and thn i found out "YSL: Fall 2008
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Aml8dyMoZAQ&feature=related

Guess what grab in my mind??

The "mushroom hair" style..

hahah

I like seeing nothing in the show instead of cute cute mushroom head..

ARGHHHHHH~~~~

SO CUTE AR!!!!

All the model wearing the fake mushroom hair and walk on the runway..

It is juz so cute cute cute !!!

akkakakkaka

So this is the 1st time i click to youtube and watch fashion show..

and i fail to watch those clothes..

because of the too attractive mushroom head~~

SO FREAKING CUTE LA !!!

and i see this:

YSL Spring Collection

kakakka..isit a nice heel???

or a LALA wan????

I dunno~~~

=)

Heel from Christian Dior Spring 2009

This is freaking "handsome and cool" man~~

goshhhhhhhhhh

i like the heel!!!

I have fun today in the class with the dumb dumb hui zhong.

HAHhaha..

Isn't it cute???

I ain't that busy recently..
is kinda free..
just doing well...
I just spending my time in the college..
and also with this only fren..
the stupid dumb dumb..
i also not clear whether is a SHE or a HE
and bcz of this dumb dumb..
i like disappear in this world to the other frens alr..
hahha

SORRY ALL MY BELOVED FRENS~~

I'm so energetic now..

because of someone la..

wee^^

The one who can make me feel happy easily when he find me..

But he wont ever know it i think..

so watever ..

I Miss Him...

^^

This is something that make me laugh tonight:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LhoxvyNlAe0

Let's see how's a model falls down

hahhaha

so cute...

so funny...

every model got their own falling style

pheewit~~~

MISSING

I MISS MY PET - Dinosaur la...

The Big Ass Pussy

The One who keep complaining wanna to GAM FEi wan..

SOBSOB

Miss this stupid Pinky Dai ka jie oso la...

duno how she doing..

still that pink i think..

hahahha

And 1 more..

the 1 that i used to miss...

miss him freaking much much much..

sobsob

ANGELYNE & AH BEE,

MISS SEH U BOTH!!