GIMME GIMME YOUNG

Recently a new born baby came to this world from my aunt's stomach..
Again and again and again human make sex and get baby..
It's quite irritating to stay with those children..
my aunt likes to set her baby in my house after they get enough breast feed...
aiksss...
I used to like squeezing those baby until they "xxx" lo...
cz they are really noisy and ka ka cau cau in my life..

Baby is cute actually..
But u cant handle them very well if u really stay with them...
helpless and toughie
headache..........................

I used to stay with baby for 8years plus already i think..
and i already used to it..
Of course i wish they are not staying with me..
But this alr is a reality..
And i found out many many things from baby...
They are innocent in commonsense of course
Sometime they are just so cute
and sometime they are nasty

Year pass by and bass by..
i found tat im old..
But i'm feel that i being childish and childish
HAHAHAH
i started like to watch cartoon with baby
started smile and laugh as much as like a baby
Started being innocent too mayb? hahha
stared being cheerful and cheerful for sure..
sometimes i can fight with baby because of my ice cream!!
ggggrrrrrrrrrr...

I am just wish to being baby now..
and my mind growing young and young..
but i looks old and old now of course..
i damn scare to become old actually..
i scare of wrinkle=((((((((((((
I wan to be young forever!
i want to be like baby, alws sayang by my mom...
sobsob

Let's see my babies~~~
=)

My super duper naughty and story-telling fans cousin...
She can act many things ....
freaking cute...
She started her 1st vulgar when she is only 1yr old ++
HAHAHHAHA

This is my freaking lovely wan..
Bet that she is a pretty gal when she grow up!
i sayang her like shit..
smart gal + pretty


Do i look like her???? HAHHAHAH

Left pict: baby's gathering...my niece and my cousin...
Right pict: my cute cute indian chinese mix niece..
feel like squeeze seh themmmmmmmmmmmm

The only so called "no relationship" baby in my house...



Anyway,
i love my babies..
They taught me alot things
They gave me happiness=)
MUAX

Yesterday i hang around with john again..
Dunno wat's wrong...
Recently be doomed to stick with this ANOREXIA
We went to pavillion...
The stupid only wants to hang in to his favourite branded shop
and for sure, included his YSL shop la..


Photo that in Topshop..
The 1st pict: wait la! i styling my hair la!! Olan!!
The 2nd pict: I damn yeng in the pict la...HAHAHHAHAAAAAAAAAAAA

(got some picture taken in YSL la..But then scare kena sue...hahha...so 4get bout it)

And that day the stupid idiot left his thousand bucks ringgit YSL scarf at the food court..
wow..
How worried is him when he found tat his pretty gorgeuos scraf lost=(
lucky he found it back=)

And we found LAM FUNG (Raymond) 's signature drive at pavillion..
This johnny said that he is looks so leng zai than tv=)


Today i got a freaking bad day la..

1. In the morning, I get cough until i cnt sleep well
2. I get flu when sleep on john's bed..sensitive on dog's fur mayb
3. step on john's stupid dog's SHIT!!! ARGHHHH!!!! it's felt cold and soft~~ HAHHA
4. bring john to buy fabric until i lost from Pasar seni until Ampang Jaya.. Found my way out
after 1hour++ aikssssss.. (SORRY JOHN~~ HAHAHA)
5. 20bucks petrol finish in 1 day...
6. no money to eat, so onli eat roti canai as dinner..haha
7. freaking hard to sew my assignment stuff..haiz...
8. alws need to stick with the john to have dinner...haiz most bad
luck...HAHHAHA...

LAZY @ TIRING @ BAD DAY~~~

maybe i'm alone

I'm pass through my previous blog in wretch just now...
I found alot of my own picture..
from a 'kitcit meow' become a old lady..
hahha
something that impress me in my mind is my old time drawing...
like wat a children drawing tho

but then i still remember tat i get "pelajar terbaik dalam akademik seni"
it was so surprise to me
i never think tat i can get this b4..
in the "Catholic High School"
surprising..
and oso in 2006 and 2007..
wow
At least i got a name in school record..
wuakakka

These the picture that i draw for my drawing file when i 1st enter in drawing class when 2006
It was my favourite cute cute cartoon..
They are so cute!!!
this artwork onli use colour pencil and crayon..
painting like hell*.+

The 1st drawing is my practising before exam..
But then it end up with a ugly drawing in my exam..
gggggggrrrrrrrrrr..
my trial can be nicer than my exam=(
The 2nd drawing is juz a simple drawing and juz for homework...

I really likes to draw landscape..
I alws want to draw landscape whn in the exam..
because i don like to draw human
and lanscape makes me more relax=)
The 1st picture is juz a picture tat failed to draw..
and the 2nd wan is wat i like the most..
due to tat is the 1st artwork tat i think is nice when i'm in age 14..
never expect for the gud result..
I keep it as my precious wan
muax muax ;-***

hmmm...
Actually i don't like to drawing..
is just i want to do my things as best as i can no matter in what...
I like everything that is new for me=)
I think this phrase can alws remind me how to be a gud person
"1% talent + 99% diligent = successful"



I went to fashion show last night that in Frangipani bar with JOHNNY =)
we actually goin with benson(his leng zai fren) and wei wei..
but end up with we 2 nia..
ishx..
and the show should start at 8pm actually
but then delay until 10something only it start...gggrr
wasting my time to being stupid and sick in the club..
The smell of the smoke makes me getting worst in cough
and i having cough now=(

before goin to that show
we ate ours dinner in Baan's
a Thai restuarant i think
That seems romantic having the all beautiful lights..
i like it..
kakkaa
as usual..
john pay for the 90% of bill again
hahha
thx to Olan


These designs is from Alex ( our objective to come for this fashion show)
Well done Alex!


These are others designs...
Nurita Harith's, Jimmy Lim's and Justin yap's design

(these pictures taken by the professional John fotographer la)
HAHHA
Will upload more picts after the olan send me

Something that Impress me in the fashion show is:

1. someone design's that with the phrase "fashion is boring"..wow! i think it's cool~~
2. wolf in the club...the wolf pinching a women's ass in front of me..lol..kacau me watching
fashion show..
3. All pretty and handsome is in the bar...( and now i noe why i cnt find a handsome whn im go
to club) And everyone is sp high class there...mayb im not belongs in the club..xiu mui mui..ha
4. Stupid john can so so so protect his YSL bag from the rain..He wants to cover his bag more
than covering himself..LOL... Reali Gek sei!
5. Alex's outfit is nice!! made by her own...and her bf is juz so "aiks"...duno hwo to appreciate her
6. Everyone is using 1k above 's bag and i saw JJ and Rudy from Hits.FM..HAHAH
7. I see how old ppls club..and a gay bar is
8. Pregnant women is in the bar!!!! OH MY...she is juz so yeng...I wish my mom was like that
when she having me in her stomach lo...goshhhhhhhhh

Tat's reali a tiring day..
went to college the whole day and spend the night in the bar...
Lucky tat we got time to sleep in the class..
for juz an hour..
And we having fun with our "nose shit" war..
HAHAHHAHA
he is freaking YUCKS!

And now i missing my last term assignment la..
My Hot and spicy Red skirt..
sobsob

Isit looks nice???

And now i doin my tailored collar and waistband jacket..
It's transparent=)
juz wait to see the result
wondering how is it looks like
weeeeeeeeeeeeee^^

Seducer Seductive Seducible

"hey can u pls dump this one and pack up all the others???"

HAHAHHA
aiya..
dunno when onli i can be a rich 1 juz like this..
And how gud if i can choose a guy like i choosing clothes in the shop...
arghhh!!

SYOK SYOK..


I wish i can sleep now...
but i cnt..
have to work for my tmr's assignment..
Sob
tiringggg...




And today i saw this legging in chanel la..
so damn yeng..
like it like it like it..
gggrrrrrrr
kill me plssssssss

Let's go to bed now..
nitenite

feeling fresh...Let's see wat happen to day...

It was late and i cant get myself into the dream..
So i just online and find something to do..
So..
I choose to post a blog..

Today i went to work as i promise my fren..
But then its actually a day for study..
I having class=(
But thn i still go for work..

Working at Conventional..
So i couldn't find a gud parking today..
and then..
I spend 30bucks for the onli 8 hours...
ishx ishx ishx...
wat a gud job huh
gggrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr...

After my work i went to fetch john from college la..
damn big la him..
i jam for bout 40mins onli get to pick him up..
he reali the damn OLAN..

as usual..
we tired on jam-ing in the traffic...
so we makes decision to go mid valley and makan..
so i win the "one, two, juice!!"
so we went mamak and eat..
hahahha......

seh childish...

after mamak
we went to eat dessert at the dunno wat place..
nice nya...

as usual..
he wan to SAM PAT again...
so we went to takes foto..
KAKAKKAKAKKAKA

And this is ours gud job...
HAHAHHA..
self potrait with the YSL scarf...















And this is others stupid foto..
nice huh??
taken by OLAN.

(Keep talking bout this stupid John in my blog recent...Trying to sue him off but thn fail...ahhaha...sien)

today belongs to hapiness

Today should be the most relaxing day in this term...
got only CAD class (using computer nia) and garment @ composition class..freaking easy and can online while having class..hahah...Nice Wednesday in this term=)

I think i did a very simple plus worst presentation and research for lecturer..

But thn she said she like it..

"GOOD"

HAHAHHA..

i never thought that a lazy work can get a high mark..

So I will goin to reduce to using my brain next time..

kakakka^^

After the class..

Me and Jonathan feeling sien in the traffic jam..

So we decided to go mid valley again..

For dinner and window shopping..
Sien like shit..

But after doin something fun,

i feel like juz laughing..

wuakkakakka

We went to ZARA..

And this freaking weird wan keep looking at women's wear nia..

And wat he wearing in the picture is also from the women wear section..

The women coat...

ggggggrrrrrrrrrrr....

But he can wear nicer than me...hahaha..

Jealous nya~~

I love this damn gorgeuos piece..

But thn..

I'm poor as a begger..

SOB=(

HAHAHHAHAHAAAAAA

After that John feel like peeing la..

So he went toilet..

And he asked me to go along too..

So I went la=)

I asked the stupid John whether got guy inside not wan la..

He said "NO"!!

Thn i went in...

But then i still scare..

so i hide inside 1 of the toilet..

hhahaha..

I keep screaming in the toilet and laugh laugh laugh..

And when john came out from 1 of the toilet..

He help me to take this foto..

HAHAHHA...

After that i run out as fast as i can from the toilet..

To avoiding guys that come in and scream..

AHHA..

But thn we never aspect there is a guy still inside the toilet..

We realize he onli came out from a door of a toilet after we came out..

I think he don't dare to come out when he heard a gal's voice..

He is trying to hide until i come out from the toilet..

HAHAHHAHA..

Im sorry dude!!

About 8 something thn i send this olan go home d...

When the way home..
I saaw at least 6 cars accident..
due to rainning heavily..
No wonder traffic jam..
I alws wondering whn i goin to be the next who accident..
because i drive like a cow..
scary..
and i gonna prepare to face this..
HAHAHHA

Out of Battery...

Totally sleepy..

SObsob..
But still need to do my assignment..

The stupid drawing and drawing assignments..

kakacaucau..
And also looking at the Spring 2009 ready-to-wear...
Avis asked us to find out which neckline and collar is goin to be popular next year..

I think is this all gua::::::::::::

The oblique neckline from Lanvin lu...I like the orange colour wan!! weee^^

For the collar is shawl collar, tailor collar and blablabla la..
this is from Hermes ...

John teach me punya brand..

it's hard to pronous when start..

I like the right side wan lo!!

freaking nice lo..

I think john must very like this all..

Yeng seh ar!!

It's time to bed la..

goodnite everybody..

Wishing someone special to greet me too..

but don't have..

sob

nitenite=p

World of Love <3

I got nothing much gud in my love lub world~
My world of love is full of scar and it is terrible...
I tries to be as gud as i can in my love lub world...
But its seems not work instead of making it worst...

I did fall in love very very deep
& oso fall in the trap very very deep..
I climb up from the trap again and again..
But it's alws came back to the starting point...
I'm tired with all this and i want this all to stop..

I think i just can imagine my beautiful love world instead of waiting for the Mr.right...
I alws wish that my love world is juz like in the fairy tales..
I like it so much..
But i knows this might not appear in this cruel cruel world..
No matter what..
I still believe that this fairy tales may occur..
It was innocent i know..
But thn i do really wish it..
Juz be patient=)

And now,
I choose to give up in love..
And pick up my family and my future..

And ~
Also pondering bout what i going to do on him in the next...
Ponder and ponder and ponder~

Rainy day, Not a gud Day..

This morning i went to dental lu..

for making lower braces..

takes me 1hour++

See this..
isit looks ugly??
hahhaa..
bracez muii...

I thought wanna find my bestie dinosaur for lunch..
but thn i can heard that she don't feel like coming out for lunch with me..
feel little bit disappointed and sob
thn i just leave the place after i finish my appointment..
Went college and waiting for the 2pm class..

Maybe i got a bad luck today??
I kena saman after i have my appointment..
and i saw the police juz passes by..
Haizzzzzzzzz

ntg special today..
juz as usual..
laugh laugh laugh
thn until nite..
emo d..
due to teeth feeling pain and pain..
feel like crying..
somemore it's a rainy day..
Something came into my mind and make me feel sad again..
Totally feel like crying for all bad encounter tat came to me before..
but still tough..
I never...

After the class..

It was a big jam..
pluz rainning..
aiksssssssss...

It was so so so boring in the car..
Everything tat sad ruin in my brain...
It feel lonely i knows..
Feeling like i alws facing anythings by myself..
encounter that hurt me deeply and leave me a scar make me afraid once more..
Thinkz tat i never 4get it before..
This is why i alws ignore guys tat came after me..
A kind of protecting??
But i seriously nit someone..

Something that impress me today is this:

See how this john holding and protecting his bag under the rain..
Run like a chicken under the rain..
HAAHHA..
makes me reali laugh..

haizzzzzzzz...
He seems like can die because of his lovely bag..
pui fok pui fok!! =.=

Another Pretty Gorgeuos Pussy

HAHHAHAHA..

Juz let me laugh before this post..

He's JOHN!!

Johnathan Lee Yao Shuih...Lee Yong Sui perhaps??

hhhaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa...

He is the Super Duper YSL's Fans!!!

Freaking gorgeuos him...

HAHAHHA..

He bought his new YSL bag recently..

The so called 7 thousand bag...

goshhhhh..

I feel like burning his stupid bag..

He alws said that his bag is his gf...

He rather to have a bag than a bmw's car........

OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG.........

Wat a gorgeuos solou..

I admired..

hahahhhaaaaaaaaaaaaaa...

He alws said he will onli save his YSL bag 1st if we get into accident 1day!!!

oh shittttttt..

wat a gud fren i have..

thanks god........

lolllllllllllllllllllll

( See his so called 7k bag...hahhahhaha...burn it!!!)

AND.......

Look at the heels he wear!!!!!!!!!!!!
HAHHAHAHA..
It's mine!!!!
he totally likes to wear gal's garment!!
HAHAHHAHA.........
laugh seh me..

He is special to me mayb..

You noe why??
because i ask him a question b4..
"Wat for u live in this world???"
"I live for my YSL bags and being a succesful Fashion designer" He answered.

AHHAHAHA..
To me,
It's a special answer..
Awesome..

He never fall very deep in love before..
Tats why he seems so free in this world..
Tats why he juz struggling for his YSL bagsssss.....

HAHAHHA.......

This is wat i cn learn on him mayb??
Perhaps we can still live happily without love??
I think so.......
cz i tasting the freedom tat i leave from the suffer of love now..
I want it to continue eventhough i still wish to hav a gud bf..
So i juz wait for it..

He is quite nice to be my fren tho..
Recent i eat dinner with him after classs..
He alws shop in the high class shop..
makes me feel..
ouchh!!
so nice but i cant buY!!!
But i learned hw to be a rich one in the shop..
HAHAHAH..

Seh Johnnnnnnnnn...
Got money then share share la!!!
Seh selfish!!
HHAHAAAAAAAAAA

The difficulties that i being fren with him is hard to communicate la..
Due to he is a banana and i duno hw to speak eng well..
AHHAHA..
And its not feeling gud whn alws hearing ur YSL bags k..
My ears feel painnnnn..

OUCHHHHHH..

John's quote is OLAN..
He taught me rude..
HAHAHA..
somemore still wan to blame me rude..
ISHXXXXXXXXXX

John's pretty photo snap:

Presents for you john~~
Take it as ur birthday present in this yr..
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY ~~

HAHHAHAHAH

APPRECIATE IT AS A GOLD K!!!?????????????