World of Love <3

I got nothing much gud in my love lub world~
My world of love is full of scar and it is terrible...
I tries to be as gud as i can in my love lub world...
But its seems not work instead of making it worst...

I did fall in love very very deep
& oso fall in the trap very very deep..
I climb up from the trap again and again..
But it's alws came back to the starting point...
I'm tired with all this and i want this all to stop..

I think i just can imagine my beautiful love world instead of waiting for the Mr.right...
I alws wish that my love world is juz like in the fairy tales..
I like it so much..
But i knows this might not appear in this cruel cruel world..
No matter what..
I still believe that this fairy tales may occur..
It was innocent i know..
But thn i do really wish it..
Juz be patient=)

And now,
I choose to give up in love..
And pick up my family and my future..

And ~
Also pondering bout what i going to do on him in the next...
Ponder and ponder and ponder~