a day of TERRIBLE,HORRIBLE and AWFUL

can i say this is the 2nd time of scary day in my life?
yes it is...

The very 1st scary happening was bcz of human being...
and this time was natural disaster...

this morning i getting so so well after my sick for few days...
and nw left some flu..
so i am so so damn happy
I found that my period came this morning whn having class...
and ok..
just like usual la..
somehow painful started after an hour...
and it is SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO PAINNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN

I TEARSSSSSS...
pain until i have just 1 drop of TEARS???
=(((((((
I just feel like killing myself 10 times...
it lying on the chair like a dead body..
even the panadol is not functioning...
I wanted to go home as fast as i can...
but i cant.
i scare i wil faint and driving half way
so failed...
And thx to jean buy me a HOT HOT TAU FU FA even herself also suffering from menstruation pain too...ishx..
and Huizhong brought me a cup of HOT WATER

MUAXXXXX....
THANKS BABE...
im lucky enuf tat have frens around me to caring me...
thx to others too...
im alws appreciating...

and then...
i have to move my ass to draping class now..
force to bcz junior have to use the class..
so i force to walk under the sun...
walk with my weak weak leg and eyesight....
i can only see sunlight and everything bright infront of me..
i just feel like faint on the road and let ppl carry me up to the class...
sighhhhhhhhhhhh.......................

i quickly sit on the chair and lye on the table..
and die 1 more time...
after suffer for few hours..
i fall asleep..
but still i am half awake bcz of some ppl is calling "kittie"
and i got no strength to open my mouth to answer k

here come to 3pm...
im better better much...
and so i wanted to drive home...
but rain hold me again..
ishx...

meanwhile, rain had stop
so i faster ran to my car and drive home..
somehow...
heavily rain come AGAIN...
holy shit..
Traffic jam start from just 3pm??????????????????

Now my painful is come again..
I am so so so worried nw...
rain falls heavilly and cars drove so so so so slow..
and of course me too...
i am so so so so so SCAREEEEEEEE~~~~~~
MUMMY ARRRRRRRRRRR~~
Jam is all the way until my home..

it was so so so scary..
i avoid KL's jam by smart tunnel and thn continue jam on the highway........
OH MY GODDDDDDDDDDDD...
I NEVER NEVER NEVER wants to drive whn heavily rain next time...
it was a bad bad bad experience for me...

Flood is everywhr k...
i so afraid of my car will spoil on the half way...
and i so angry with those so called BIG CARS passing my car..
so they thinks they can drive so fast bcz of their car is HUGE la isit???
Flush all the water until i cannot see the path and stop my car!!!
really BULLY and INSULT ME!!!

I drive my car to 1 path by 1 path..
it was all floor in the lower land...
mayb i will fall in a big hole if i am unlucky..
i pray to god for letting me back to home safely...
i wish everyone too..
i feel so unhappy whn i think of accident that happens bcz of this stupid rain........
they was so many unlucky person in the world..
And i see even a WAJA SAGA and xxx stopped at 1 side bcz of cant pass through the most worst flood at Bukit jalil...
and i KANCIL so so so so small..
until my car is 1/3 sinked in the flood..
and i just force my car pass through that path..
what in my mind is just HOME HOME HOME!!!!...
Painful is no longer stay in my mind nw..

after an hour in the disaster...
i finally REACHED!
THX TO GOD..
I LOVE YOU

and i rush in the home and wanted to tell my whole day of afraid to my mom..
but she is like "huh huh huh??what u talking about" and thn got no respon alr..
wthhhhhhhh
i got no more strenght to be sad nw...
so watever...
i walk to my room and WTFFFFFFFF
my room's roof is LEAKING????????????????????????????????????????
ON MY BED AND PILLOW??????????????????????
wat a poor day...

and watever...
so i take my a very HOT bath..
=)
getting well after all..
wats makes me happy is my mom..
i smile...
mummy i love u..
She serve me a bowl of PROTEIN + BUBUR CACAR...
winkssssssssssss^.*
She got the Best Cook as inherit from my grandmother...
I LOVE YOU MY MUMMY!!!
MUAX MUAX MUAX..........

it isn't that bad today rite...
Rain gone and painful gone now..
beatiful sky and cheerful come again...

=)))))))))))))))

Thx for everything that appear in my day again...
ciaoz